Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Love Quotes

Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction. --Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1900 - 1944), French writer and aviator. From Wind, Sand and Stars.


Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away. -- Dorothy Parker (1893 - 1967), U.S. writer and wit.

The trick is to love somebody ... If you love one person, you see everybody else differently. -- James Baldwin (1924 - 1987), U.S. writer and civil-rights activist.


To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. --Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), British philosopher and mathematician. From Marriage and Morals.


I like the third one..true true =) *credit to Kak Ida UIA

Saturday, June 25, 2005

~ he is my dad

He is my dad,
5’10, bad tempered, out spoken, fat!
Funny, understanding, friendly, open minded - YET,
He can be as tame as a cat,
But most of the time, he is just one hell of a spoiled brat!

He is my dad,
And right now, he is really really sad,
Gloomy, tense, depress…all fit you bad,
Come on dad, let those feelings slip through the net,
You know I hate to see you like that,
Hang in there, life will be better…I bet!

He is my dad,
To the almighty I shall beg,
Please Lord, I need my best friend back,
Seeing him sad makes me fret,
Trust not my laughter coz it is just an act,
The truth dad, we are in the same track,
No matter how hard you try to hide, I see the crystal fact!
How I wish I could make things correct,
So that you are free from this serious attack,
And be yourself again, make a pleasant come back.

He is my dad,
His good and bad sides make him a perfect pack,
Nothing could ever replace him not even a million dollar cheque,
Coz he is mine, mine…as simple as that!

Dad if you could hear what I would like to say,
I wish you will be here, long to stay,
I need you more and more each day,
To guide me along the way,
And lead our happy family, hip hip HOOREY!

He is my dad,
Though the sky does not always shine-up bright,
21 years of life has never been a regret!
I am thankful and I will never forget,
That I will always have my best friend, and he is my dad…



i came up with this poetry last night, slipped it into baba's wallet...and here's what i get,
deep down in side ba, i know i have been the best friend you ever had!
[uikss sume rhyme tu...;p]

"TQ 4 the encouraging words. Do not worry. i may be down but not out yet."
-ba nye sms

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

care for a quiz?

give it a try peeps [tiru shah sket!]


you're chandler...when you're around there's never
a quiet moment and no one is safe from your
sarcasm. [am i?? hmm...]


which Friends character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

sistahood

miss u gurlz...especially yg tu..bukan yg tu..haa yg tu la! ;p

tsuMAWI???

akademi fantasia hits back!!this 3rd season witnesses new talents with better singing skills and capabilities..but somehow i do not bother much about AF..why? well the sincerity is doubtful..lack of team spirit, co-operation blablabla..so the ‘value-added’ that I am interested in at the first place is no longer there..haih~ F.A.K.E..i do not admire anyone as much I admired Zahid last time..no no..just enjoy the singing =)


What is it with this guy??
"siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan..
tak menarik hati tiada memikat..."
jum nyanyi!! haha

Monday, June 20, 2005

.: ~A Weekend to Remember~ :.

Had a great time last weekend [yesterday to be specific ;p] !! earlier, I was in a dilemma; to play bowling with fellow trainees or to be with my dearie..gosh,it was a tough decision to make! I do want to spend time with ‘him’ [die milik negare..ssh nak jumpe woo..asek masuk utan je ;p]..but I’ve agreed to join the tournament earlier…Eila [friend from UTM] really going to be disappointed if I were to cancel my participation…arghhhh!!! Bedebak..malam sabtu tu..dua-dua majuk ngan ja…adeila~ since zul cam xnak jumpe.. I’ve decided to proceed with the bowling plan..yeahh!! [sedih gak sbnrnye..]

Blablabla…on Sunday morning,as early as 3am I received an sms from zul..yey!his holiday pass started at 8am..woke up early that morning..got one hell of ‘travelling’ in mind..found my way to sg besi, fetched zul back to sepang..spent 2 3 hours there and ‘remmmed’ back to ampang point for the bowling tournament! Gile rempit la ja time tu.. ;p so, double mission accomplished! The excitement did not stop there…the game was pretty good..considering my last game was back in Augest last year ;p .. I bowled with one thing in mind.. –to have fun- ..and I did =) even more when I was announced as the top scorer for the female category ;p another TI t-shirt added to my collection..nice~ 3games with lots of fun which cost me only rm10..strawberry nice~

Went home quite late lastnight..on my way home, singgah UIA anto kawan..haih~ my car booth was loaded with local fruits; durian, rambutan, dokong + daun pandan[kunun tak nak kasi bau] wakaka..demn gile kuat bau durian kete!! Anyway, I enjoyed my weekend…pasni meh siram perfume kat kete ;p

Friday, June 17, 2005

.: ~Thought of the day~ :.

7months had passed..4weeks remain in count..suddenly, this question came into my mind.. –What have I gained tru out these period??- put it into simple word, the answer would be A LOT!! I’m practically immune to the culture being practiced around me..in fact, I have imposed a culture of my own..as if this company belongs to me ;p if there’s anything such as performance chart, I’ll mark this week as the worst..kids,don’t try this at home..haha well to some people,it might not be a big deal..but ethically, it cant be other than WRONG =D

The demn meaningful gift that happened during my staying here was the time when new trainees [in big numbers] came in somewhere in March..there were once 22 of us! The amazing part was how simple everyone agreed on friendship..we had breakfast and lunch together,all 22 of us..discussed work issues, gossips, shared problems and now, with lesser load [ramai dah kua] we’ve become partners in crime! Hehe ponteng or curik2 keluar has been our favourite pastime lately..considering the tight security control, badge-tag system and all..this is definitely define the word gamble! Wearing a special badge for trainee, we can simply being traced and known by others..if we ever get caught, masak beb!! ;p

Work has never been less stressing…lastweek, I’ve accomplished another JSP task..it took me 2weeks..yey, I did it! But demn, the deadline should be within 2days!.. ;p “2 days dateline means that the program should be simple” that was how my SV responded to my delayed program completion…yeah rite,its simple when u actually finish it! I had a lot of constraints..but I rather kept it too myself..revealing each will only worsen the gap between us which already been ‘great’..at that moment, the only thing that resided in my mind was how my future in IT will be…will I ever survived? My SV has been my loyal heartbreaker all this while..but I took his words positively..in a way he's trying to exposed me on the real work environment..people don’t juz say nice things..people don’t always care how others feel..in fact, few days after that,he called me into his room and actually pujuk me by explaining why this and that..swit kan?maybe he noticed my anger face that followed his harsh words…haha ganas x?selambe je wat muke..after that incident [and the earliers too] I concluded that no matter what, I must get to the manager spot someday..so I can treat people better.. =) juz like how baba used to be..haih his my idol!
Training in TI taught me almost everything I need to know about W.O.R.K..still, there is more to expect..backstabber, sweet talker, 2 faces..to name a few..TI has made me become more independent, totally stand alone[work wise la kan] and makin keras hati.. I’m immune to my surrounding more and more..guess I would like to work here someday..and replace my sv’s position..take over his room..nice view! =)

At the beginning of the remaining one month, I noticed a big change in me, technically… I am able to adapt myself to the thing that I hated the most…this whole training gave me a new perspective on programming stuff..yup yup the only way to discover the limit of possible is to beyond them into impossible…whoever came up with such meaningful thought must be demn successful..impressive!

Friday, June 10, 2005

.: ~ BIRTHDAY ~ :.

HAPPY Birthday to me...hehe..semalam..
nothing extraordinary...everything was like any other day...
thanks to those who remembered..really appreaciate it guys..muah!!
well i'm 21 now..feels like the world is mine!!! hehe leh kawen ni ;p
overall, life has been great..i've been a very gud daughter,girlfriend,friend and PERSON..
atleast i believed so.. ;p
count those in, i just couldnt ask for more..erkk but more money is always welcome..
hehe pockect kering ni oii~

birthday without friends to celebrate with equals to E.M.P.T.Y
with friends, everyday is your birthday...the feeling is very much the same..
happy, exciting, memorable... =)
well to make it more 'memorable' lets celebrate our grand birthday clbr8tn
[combination of noran's, pina's and jaja's] at Cameron ke...
mau tak wengurl???? [haha ja baka~] kidding!!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

.: ~work sucks!!!!~ :.

BUSY...BUSY...BUSY...