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Friday, October 19, 2007

fact, fate and faith

baba asked me a question on our way to kl this morning...


baba: ba tgk jaja ni syg sgt kat zul.what would happen to u klu dia xde..?

jaja: ...hish baba ni!..



the truth is, i've thought about it long ago, when zul started to join army...yeah it was difficult to accept the risk at the beginning...and it will still be...but i'm willing to take my chances...i cant stop fate...we're happy eventhough we are far apart...and i'm going to finish what i've started =) may good fate be with us...



Dear baba, u've taught me a lot about life...and i've gone through many loops of ups and downs with u...in fact, hardship is not a stranger to me...i know u care bout me but throwing such question just going to make my situation worse...i dont need to be told [on certain areas] =) have faith in me and the decision i made...walk with me ba...u always say that u're no longer in my list since zul came into picture...wrong!u're my left and zul is my right..and thats what keeping me 'straight'!



5 comments:

Diha said...

u r a strong woman n that's what i admire the most about u..i tried to imagine myself w/o my (ex)bf tapi tak boleh..somehow have to live with the fact cos eventhou now that i have him,he's not entirely there...pening la~

J@ja said...

hmm..i prefer not to complicate things..i have all the reasons to pening for..but i realize that it just gonna waste my time..let's go with da flow :)life is not a bed of roses to choose from..konfem takkan dapat sume..baik prepare for the worst kan?

ladyrora said...

ja, that is so sweet ok..

my prayers for u and zul to stand steadfast, just face all the challenges with an open heart and a clear mind..

i know u can =)

Unknown said...

:)

u nvr fail to amaze me.

J@ja said...

ok..now,i'm beginning to feel sad..
please guys,like i said..somethings are better left unsaid..thanks for the support though :)i'm blessed to have such great friends!