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Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Remarkable-Raudhah

The Incredible 4

Raudhah Amani, tengok crossword tu. How strong your name is. Ayah, ibu dan adik semua perlu nama kakak untuk build the connection...

We love you, kakak! :-)

Friday, May 11, 2012

Discharged

Alhamdulillah. After 9 days being away from home, we are finally here again. Alhamdulillah.

A note of appreciation

p/s: sampai rumah terus rasa nak collapse. RAZ on the other hand, seronok dapat keluar. Boring tawaf hospital hari-hari. Speedy recovery, kakak!

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Teaser of the day


Source: Facebook.

Any comment? :) Well life is not a fairy tale. But one can choose how to make the most out of it.

Life is too short, so whats with the fuss?

The game of LOVE. You never knew what you have until you lose it. Question, what if it is too late?

Peace.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

4some



The whole family went for UFZ's 1 month checkup last Saturday. First time, all four of us. Bliss. Raudhah loves going to PCMC. The only place where we let her run her heart out, jump here and there and most of all, have fun. Tempat main lagi dikenang, inikan pula tempat tumpah darah ibu ;p I feel safe to let her run and play, as most of the walkway is covered and injury is less expected. Go ahead girl, run. Ayah teman. You are too fast for me :) cair tengok the father-daughter bonding.

Cut story short. Alhamdulillah everything was ok. UFZ got his 1st jab. And he now weighs 6.3kg and is 58cm long. Wow. That was RAZ's size when she was 2 months. Padanla ibu cepat penat sampai stress.

Less than a month to go and I have yet to start stocking up the precious EBM. Ya Allah, limpahkanlah rezeki untuk anakku membesar dengan susu ibunya...

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MQBB

What on earth is it? Well, it is actually a dilemma that we are facing. Married quarters or own house, which is our next destiny?

It is the second week of his attachment program here in KL. So far, looking at the schedule, it is not convenient to commute back and forth, KL-BB, +-60km everyday, especially by a 125cc two-wheeler. Sheesh! So we came into an agreement that he shall come back whenever the changing schedule permits. Ingat dok unit dahsyat rupanya dok HQ lagi hebat.

This situation leads to a road block (ceh macam The Amazing Race pulak :p ) What is next, Jaja1 and Jaja2? Eh apa kau merepek ni labu. Mana ada merepek, kat ATMA orang panggil Zul as Jaja jangan tak tau. Ha sudah, short circuit dibuatnya fikir proposal hala tuju empat beranak. Senang, Yang Dipertua Parlimen sign approval ja nanti ;p hoh baru cuti sebulan dah tulis gaya tak professional. Bikin malu.

This calls for a comparison; cost-benefit analysis for the family. Both MQ and BB have its pros and cons. But at the end of the road, something needs to be sacrificed.

Option A: MQ

1. Distance
Definitely, it is near to workplace for both of us. Traveling is not an issue. Budget for traveling can be reallocated elsewhere.

2. Family bonding
We can see each other everyday, no matter how tight the schedule is. Maybe I can join the badminton session. Jom lawan tengok siapa terer *love*

3. Facilities
Fully furnished, 4 bedroom apartment. Wow. $$$ saver!

4. Babysitter
Can be expensive. Plus, I have problem to spare my trust to strangers. What more to leave my adorable kids to someone I barely knew. RAZ is soo going to playschool. And that costs 50% extra on top of current babysitter fee. How about UFZ? With skill not proven, I am scared to take risk. Baby choked while feeding is my major concern. I loss hope for nursery and afraid to switch babysitter. Yikes!

Option B: BB

1. Distance
60km away from workplace. Traveling seems affordable only by a two-wheeler. But Jaja1 said it is not suitable for Jaja2 to follow him on a 125cc. So Virago vrooom vrooom jom? Once a while, traveling by car is tolerable provided that we take the old route, not the highway.

2. Family bonding
Jaja1 will only be at home for 2 or 3 times during weekdays. Jaja2 will take over household affair.

3. Facilities
All on our own. But hey, atleast we own them instead of on loan :)

4. Babysitter
First class. Not only that they are being looked after but RAZ and UFZ will be loved by opah and family. Worth our RM300! (per person that is). And what's more important is to feel such peace at heart when leaving your kids for work.

So option A or option B? Can you guess which option that I am keen to choose?

Well, until the tansfer is finalized this remains open. Deep down, I really hope that the transfer will be materialized soon. Amin.

P/s: Zul kata "Askar ni sayang bini Ja...". Ja kata, " Of course you guys should. After all the operasi and kursus, kena tinggal lama-lama, bini la dok setia menunggu..." none of us is in a better position. Masing-masing kena sacrifice to work things out. Rindu tu lumrah rumah tangga sekalian milik negara, lebih-lebih lagi si baju hijau. Mudah-mudahan sabar dan setia terus tersemat dalam hati kita. Jangan satu hari, bila dah senang kita lupa pengalaman ini. Lupa siapa yang susah bersama. Lupa betapa hebat dugaan merindu. Nauzubillah, moga dijauhkan dari dugaan begitu. It has been 3 years. Will you tango with me for the next 30 dear Zulfadhli? ILU :)

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The end...isn't it?



I think this is the end of my first laptop :( RAZ did it again, last night. This time, she took out the rubber that hold the keypad and the keyboard together. This laptop means so much to me. A gift from my boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend in present). A gift that allows me to do work in mobile, regardless of location. Heartbreaking. I do not opt for replacement as much as I want u forever, ex-boyfriend. Oh RAZ...

Ex-boyfriend, forgive me will u?

P/s: terpaksalah pinjam toshiba biru if nak buat keje kat rumah, please...

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Saturday, October 22, 2011

Sebelas

Hari ni Umar cukup 11 hari. Ibu rasa, first two weeks ni hectic sikit. Asyik pergi-balik hospital sebab kuning. Alhamdulillah, Umar tak apa-apa dan tak perlu admitted. Mungkin ibu yang risau lebih. Nampak semacam, walaupun orang kata sikit ibu tetap nak pergi hospital nun kat KL. Hanya confirmation from doctor mampu buat hati ibu senang. Maaf, doktor atok and doctor nenek. Tang ni, ibu degil sikit. BUT it is only for our benefits. Itu satu kisah. Lagi satu hal yang menggemparkan jadi Khamis lepas. FYI, Umar dah sunat seawal umurnya 2 hari. Mengikut kata Dr Faisal, selalunya kaedah yang dilalui Umar ambil masa 10 hingga 14 hari untuk sembuh. Tapi nak jadi cerita, hari kesembilan (tujuh hari lepas sunat), lepas mandi petang sedang ibu pakaikan baju tiba-tiba Umar menangis kuat. Ibu cek-cek tengok plastic bell tanggal and berdarah. Ibu panik! Risau kalau Umar kesakitan. Siap ibu pun menangis sekali. Ibu yakin ibu tak kasar masa handle Umar. Salah ibu ke? Malam tu jugak ibu haruk atok nenek ke emergency PCMC. Tapi malang, GP tak mampu bagi advice. Esoknya ibu ke sana semula bawa Umar jumpa Dr Faisal. Thanks Cuya, teman kami. Nanti ibu bagi upah, tapi tak semewah dulu k.

Sampai je kat consultation room, doc cek bebird Umar. "Molek." Itu saja komen doc. Syukur. Ibu tak sanggup if Umar kena go through procedure lain pulak. Doc sempat tegur Umar kuning sikit. Siap share experience kesemua lima anak-anaknya pun begitu. Ramah. Takpa, dah kurang kuningnya kan anak bujang ayah? Syukur :) Lepas ni jangan marah if ibu bedung. Since tali pusat tanggal hari kelapan and bebird pon dah sembuh hari kesembilan, ibu rasa Umar tak sakit dah if ibu ikat sikit kaki tu. Ok boy?

Anak dua orang selang setahun tapi bila sorang nangis, sorang lagi ikut sama. Sorang tak sihat, sorang lagi ikut juga. Macam kembar pulak. Si kakak Raudhah gatal-gatal badan. Kita rajin-rajin sapu ubat k.

Fuh keluar 'berjalan' saja ibu 11 hari ni. Hopefully Raudhah and Umar sihat saja lepas ni. Ibu pon tak sabar nak sihat balik. Rindu nak main dengan anak-anak :) Pergerakan masa pantang ni agak terbatas. Boring. Kalau tak boleh jugak kita visit ayah di SP. Rindu. Seriklah jauh macam ni ayah. Lepas ni Insyaallah ayah posting mana-mana ibu nak ikut. Hopefully ada rezeki kita nak duduk sama. Fikir-fikir sayang jugak nak tinggal kerja. Kos sara keluarga bakal bertambah. Kami pun baru beli rumah. Kalau ayah dapat posting KL dapat merasa duduk rumah sendiri, tanam-tanam sikit, guling-guling empat beranak di hujung minggu. Pergi kerja kita rempit naik moto sama-sama. Auwww macam bercinta you. Haha. Rindu lagi.

Oh berat badan dah turun 15kg. 25kg lagi nak achieve target. Jom ayah, kita kurus bersama. Hehe :D

Sebetulnya ibu sangat boring hari ni. For obvious reason, ayah tak balik sebab turn duty jatuh pada hari ni. Perhaps next week boleh jumpa? :)

Bebeeelll je :D

P/s: Jangan selfish Ja, kita rindu dia di sana. Dia lagi berat merindu isteri dan 2 anak di sini. Semoga kita anak beranak terus tabah. Syukur ada nikmat berkasih sayang :)
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Thursday, September 22, 2011

:)



Rindunyeeeee

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Saturday, September 10, 2011

Merah



Coincidence...tiga beranak berbaju merah malam ni. Rumah sukan ibu back then, masa mula-mula in relationship with ayah :) ibu merah (Zuhal) while ayah kuning (Musytari). Merah kuning=Selangor=hometown kami. Teringat kenangan di sekolah. During one of the afternoon prep sessions, ibu pakai bj sukan rumah kuning sbb bj ibu basuh. So pinjam kawan punye. Bile sampai kelas tgk ayah pulak pakai bj sukan rumah merah...ehh???? Hehe senyum malu-malu dibuatnya. Memories pull the tie stronger. Once a while kene refresh the memories so that rs sayang semakin kuat. Tambah lg dah nak masuk 2 org anak kan? :) mudah-mudahan kasih sayang ini terus jd milik kita.




From my observation, whenever husband is home, during bedtime our girl always has the tendancy to be closer to her ayah. Even if ayah switch side with ibu, she knows where to head for her ayah. Ayah ada bau ke? Nonetheless, seing them together is such a wonderful sight. Sejuk hati ibu :) alhamdulillah..

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Saturday, September 03, 2011

Kumohon

Every cloud has a silver lining. Setiap perbuatan yang baik, ada ganjaran yang menanti.

Ya Allah andai layak ganjaran itu buatku, doaku agar Kau kurniakan yang terbaik untuk suami dan anak-anakku; kesihatan yang baik, ketenangan hati dan kesempatan untuk terus berada di landas yang benar. Amin.. :)


Love is all I have for you, sayangs.
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Sunday, August 21, 2011

Missing u

I miss u...terribly. I remember during our recent date, u said "Cara Ja pandang abg still sama mcm masa bercinta dulu..." and u smiled. Bliss. It has been 10++ wonderful years. I still love u, in fact more than I used to back then. Oh jiwang pulak. I miss the school days when I get to see u everyday. I miss the time when I patiently waited for ur phone call every Wednesday (although most of the time it didnt happen). I miss the time when I picked u up at ATMA along with old newspapers and went to recycle center before going out for a date. I miss my 5.45pm bus trips to Sg Petani every Friday evening, 4 to 5 hour journey just to soend time with u during the weekends. I miss my bestfriend, my love, my husband.

Thank God, ur miniature is around to accompany. Tak payah mintak, she'll hug and kiss me sincerely.



I just cant stop loving u, ZI!

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Sunday, August 07, 2011

Rindu

Gosh...boyfriend, i miss u. So so badly :(

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Monday, August 01, 2011

Hope



Hang in there sayang...u're one tough girl.

Ibu loves you...

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Sunday, July 31, 2011

Sayu

Asyik melihat suami dan anak ketika ini, di kamar, menunggu masa dibuai lena. Dua insan yg amat ku sayang. Dua insan pelengkap semangat untuk menempuh hari-hari dgn optimis. Sebak... Dua insan ini punya dugaan masing-masing. Jauh di sudut hati, ibu sgt sebak diuji dugaan berganda ini. Namun ibu janji, tidak akan berhenti berharap dan ibu yakin setiap dugaan Nya punya hikmah tersendiri. Insyaallah...Mudah-mudah ada sinar menanti kita; ayah, ibu dan anak..

Esok umat Islam akan memulakan ibadah puasa. Ramadhan tiba lagi. Syukur padaNya ada peluang buat kita untuk beribadah. Esok juga hari yg sgt mendebarkan buatku dan suami. Anak akan berdepan dgn mesin besar itu lg. Ya Allah, hajat dihati ini ingin melihat anak membesar dgn sihat dan menjadi insan yg berguna pd agama dan bangsa kelak. Sempena bulan baik ini, aku pohon padamu Ya Allah, kau jauhilah suami dan anak-anak ku dr penyakit yg merbahaya. Peliharalah mereka di bawah lindunganmu Ya Allah. Permudahkan urusan kami dan jauhi kami dr sebarang yg melalaikan.

Anak, ibu doakan anak kuat menghadapi dugaan ini. Mudah-mudahan keputusan pemeriksaan esok berita baik untuk kita. Ibu syg anak, kasih tidak terhingga banyaknya. Hati, bertahanlah walau mata berlinangan lg...Ya Allah...lemah sungguh hambamu ini.

Suami, isteri akan gagah berdiri disisimu walau apa terjadi. Kau kusayang dulu, kini dan Insyaallah sampai akhir nanti. Isteri yakin suami akan sembuh. Bila, bukan kita yg tentukan. Yg pasti, kita tidak boleh putus asa. Anak-anak perlukan kita. Janji, kita usaha sama-sama ya?

Ya Allah...aku barangkali sudah lama tewas dek dugaan ini jika tidak keranaMu. Mana mungkin aku kuat berdepan dgn masalah kesihatan dua insan ini di kala diuji hebat dgn penilaian prestasi kerja. Kekuatan ini adalah milikMu. Kau pinjamkanlah kekuatan ini untuk aku terus berdiri, berusaha dan
bertawakal demi kesudahan yg baik Ya Allah...keranaMu, aku tenang. KeranaMu, aku tabah. Di ketika ini, aku mohon dipermudahkan urusan, diringankan dugaan...

Air mata sudah tidak terbendung. Bertahanlah wahai hati. Islam kata, setiap dugaan yg menimpa, Allah tahu kita mampu hadapinya.

Ya Allah, lindungi kami hambaMu yg lemah. Semoga dugaan ini baik kesudahannya, Amin...

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Missing you...



I cannot have you by my side at the office, but today I have your watch to accompany my busy day :)

Love you!

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Monday, July 04, 2011

Reflection

Life. How could this short and simple word has different meaning to every single one of us. Everyone has their own story to tell. Some, chose not to talk about it and rather keep it to themselves as secret.

Life. I bet no one dreams of living in the bitter part of it. Just like a fairy tale, we wish to close the chapter by living happily ever after. The FACT is life is not a fairy tale. We could have planned everything but the ultimate destiny is no where within our reach.

Subhanallah, Engkau Maha Agong. Setiap hambamu punya kelebihan dan kekurangan dalam meniti kehidupan masing-masing. Kesenangan dan kesusahan adalah ujianmu. Akhirat kelak perhitungan yang pasti.

Alhamdulillah atas kurniaanmu ya Allah. Jauhilah kami dari kesenangan yang melalaikan. Ringankanlah dugaanmu yang tidak tertanggung oleh kami. Pinjamkanlah kekuatan untuk kami terus bertahan. Jauhilah kami dari bahana hasad. Permudahkanlah urusan kami.Semoga kami tidak tergolong di kalangan hambamu yg lupa. Amin...

Ibu loves you both, dear ayah and Raudhah Amani. Insyaallah ada sinar untuk kita semua. Amin :)

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Saturday, July 02, 2011

DUKHMIMU?





Look forward to meeting you soon, love! :-*

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Risau

Get well soon, ayah... Ini dugaan kita. Kita face sama-sama.

Ibu loves you.

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

10 years in love

10 years have thought me a lot about the beauty of being in love, being loved, making sacrifices, being patience and holding on to what I believe. Only God knows how much I love you, especially after all the ups and many many loops of difficulties that we have faced together. Subhanallah...

Sesungguhnya dugaanMu adalah untuk hambaMu yang mampu mengadapinya. Tabah dan kuatkan hati kami untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang mendatang Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya kekuatan ini adalah milikMu. Semoga hidup kami terus disinari kebahagiaan and dijauhkan dari hasad dengki hambamu Ya Allah...Amin...

This year, we celebrated our 10th anniversary at Mecca with the special 'gift' in my tummy. So the celebration can come later, ok ayah :)


Happy 10 years, love. Dear Mr Zulfadhli, ku amat mencintai kamu..kerna kau beri erti hidup..ku kan selalu mencinta sedetik lebih, selepas selamanya :)



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Friday, December 31, 2010

2010: Love, Live & Lapse

Today is the last day 2010. Oh my, time flies! Life has been wonderful this year. Especially with the presence of our bundle of joy in February. Alhamdulillah. At this very moment, I am at Sungai Petani, spending the rest of the weekend with the husband and baby. *Bliss* Even though his schedule is a bit tight (although it is weekend), I am happy to be here. And I know, you're happy to have us here too,dear husband :)


See? Raudhah Amani was so happy to meet you,ayah! (Macam mane la ayah die tak cair)

Zul turned 26 last Tuesday. So we celebrated his belated birthday in a very simple way, just the the three of us. Raudhah and ibu got ayah a small present, to reward his hardwork and encourage more achievements ahead, Insyaallah. Happy Birthday,ayah! We love you so much :) oh the cake was courtesy of baba and mama. We brought it all the way from KL. Thank you bama!




All in all, 2010 has been a great year. Well of course there are setback moments but to me there's more to be happy about. Nothing beats the feeling of having a loving husband and a cute baby, kan? Supportive family members add more to it! Nah,so I choose not to get carried away will the 'setback' part :D Trust me,it is easy if you WANT to & it is going to be difficult it you HAVE to.

So here is my story of 2010. May good fortunes follow our way in 2011, in the aspect of health, career, love and life as a whole. Insyaallah,dgn izin-Nya.


LOVE

The born of our 'Taman Cita-cita'

Syukur, Alhamdulillah. The first addition completes our small family on 23 February 2010, after 15 months of marriage. RA is the symbol of our love journey that marked its 9th year in the following month. We love you so much,girl! The moments were captured in this entry.

The second year

Zul & I celebrated our 2nd anniversary in November 2010. I miss those moments; when we were pronounced as husband&wife. Simple, that is US :)

Congratulations

His career started up low since joining the unit in 2008. With difficult people, clash of values and demanding expectations from people around him. Yes,this is normal even for us the civilians. Alhamdulillah, 2010 was a good year for my army guy. He has attended 2 courses (which accumulate to a total duration 10 months for this year alone!) and was recognized with Best Academic Award for the first course and Best Student Award,recently. Alhamdulillah. I am so proud of you dear! May RA follows your steps nnt. Insyaallah.


LIFE

Family

I learned a lot about family this year. I believe that my new 'title' has contributed to the way I value my family. The presence of RA brought my sister and I closer. I remember the day when Zul had to return to his course,after taking care of me during confinement for a week. I cried like a baby,seriously. And there was my sister, she wiped my tears and consoled me. Sweet? Of course. Look what she prepared for me as Mother's Day present. Cool huh? :)


Friends

2 out of my 9 bestfriends got married this year. Congratulation to my ex-roomie, Alin & Nor! So Wengurls, we have 7 weddings to go to complete all 10 of us. By the way, the 3 of us got married to our schoolmate. Sweet isn't it? :)

Jaja & Zul - 08.11.08 : Fiena, could not make it



Alin & Kerol - 19.06.10 : Diyana, Fiena & Zura missing



Noran & Wafa - 09.10.10 : Diha could not make it




LAPSE

Work

My major setback of the year. The changes in the organisation's processes disappoint me,badly. Nonetheless, I am optimist that things happen for reasons. Every cloud has a silver lining,kan? To me it is a test to see how grateful I am even when bad luck strikes. Yeah, the thought of how blessed I am to have my dear Zulfadhli & Raudhah Amani was the strength,that kept me going. I am now rough-er than ever and speak my mind clearly. No more sweet,nice Ms Jaja :D hehe. Just do the best and go with the flow. Rezeki di tangan Allah,Insyaallah ada di mana-mana :)

2010 has end. Welcome 2011... Happy New Year everyone :)