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Thursday, May 04, 2006

the last group project...

yup2..i'm still awake..unbelievable!!i never compromise my sleep before..but today erkk or should i say yesterday [to be specific] i managed to stay up all nite..this is the new record..by 7.00pm, it'll be the 24th hour without sleep..nice!

the reason why i stayed up to this extend is because of my GIS project..its a group project actually..so no matter how tired and exhausted i am,the project must go on..no excuse!thanks to my biskut merikopi and soy milk sponsored by fira, the burden was hardly felt and the mouth kept on doing what it luvs the most, munching!haha em biskut merikopi tu ja baru bukak pg smlm..skang adel la 4 5 keping g..cool gile!laku neh biskut guwe~

the power of three has made it again..me,zura and fira officially completed the system at 6.00am yey!good job girls..yes,we were proud of ourselves..but not for long..few minutes after the relief, we started to break in tears..one by one...gosh,the project is the last group project for this semester..and our final coursework at UTP..waaa..fira was badly affected..yeah,we've been working together since 2nd year..started with mis,now we ended the bond with gis..we've gone through a lot along the journey..and we understand each other so much..haih..just wanna thank u girls..its been a pleasure working with u 2..yes,at times the workloads spoil the cheers..but in the end,the effort pays and we smile again...=)

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hello world

weeeeeeeee it's already wednesday..only 3days away from bacth dinner nite!yey.. work updates..at the moment i'm working on gis project,sbe test 2, gis presentation and sbe presentation..oh, there will be km test gak! hmm slowly the burden is getting lesser..and i just cant wait to end this 14th week =D last weekend was great! for the info, i was at home..yey! couldnt stand the unusual homesick..so i grabbed my car key and remmmed back home..nice! there's no place like home..yes yes.. everyone was around except for ayie..haish..lamenye akak xjumpe die! he's having his final exam..so far the papers were gile tough..sian die..well,thats what life is all about..u'll get through it..hopefully with flying colours or else penumbuk baba is going to 'fly' to you..haha..better becareful ha.. at home..what did i do?hehe as usual..i eat,,then i eat..oh i eat again..and finally i eat =D so if u did the counting right, there were 4 times je..hihi~ ma masak mee kari..ngan sambal udang.. adeih..it was delicious!wuuu pastu ade agar-agar, kopok leko pon ade..zul bwk! asek mkn je kitorg aritu..at the end of the day..we had great meals..we had full stomach..and happy faces.. thanks to mama n baba!*muah*

checklist

1. baba & mama

my reason to live..they've done lots of great things to me..(well,thats what parents do =D ) the sacrifices were huge..i always got what i want..eventhough it took them all the hassles to fulfill my selfish desires..so its time to pay them back..baba, i miss this guy so much..its been a long time since we had our heart-to-heart, father-daughter talk..his words were so inspiring..wish i could turn back time and still have my private talk with him..haih,the rough times have taken this treasure away..but i'm certain that when the right time comes,ba n i will have our sweet talks again ;)..mama..i cant remember when was the last time she scolded me..haha its just because,she never did! she's a one kind of a lady..very loyal,hardworking,responsible, kind-hearted woman..she has a lovely face,always with a smile to lead bad feelings away..sejuk je ati tgk muke ma..she never screamed nor raised her voice to anyone..she's my role model,the inspiration towards becoming a good mum ;D hehe..



2. siblings

ayie & ieya..hehe name terbalik2 je diorg ni..2 2 mate cam cine!haha ikut baba..luckily korang itam, klu x free2 je sorg cinapek sorg cinamoi..these two look more like baba..me?i inhereted mama's features..hoh b****t sebakul ni ma nye gene la ni!haha..but my behaviour is like baba.so i'm the perfect combination of them =) mohd shazly rosly..sgt nakal!kepale masuk air dak ni..used to call him ustaz asap..hapal yasin tp perangai masyaallah.. asek wat bama cuak je mase die kat teknik cheras..bengong!tp skang he's improving..siap masuk duit utk akak tu..ish3 mane nak dpt adik ceni..thanks bro!this morning sempat E msg..'doakan e berjaye,nk g berjuang..paper math..huhuhu nyampah betul tgk no2 kamiran ni..' haha suke ati die je nak nyampah!gudlak dear!

nurhazira rosly..ni lg sorg senget..perangai die sgt lah ssh nak paham..ni sindrom anak bongsu ke??mmg xleh klik ngan die mase ja mude2 dule (hehe skang mude gak)..but now dah nampak die berubah..n she tried to pleased me lately..so skang akak pon leks je..die ni mase kecik cute gile! jeles kot ja..skang cam xnampak sgt sbb die gelap [yey..haha] tp she's growing big..adeh,soon i'll be the shortest in the family after mama..waa..ieya form2 skang..minah ni klaka sket..BM ni mmg cam haram..haha ckp melayu skema je..siap gune imbuhan awalan imbuhan akhiran sume..tp bile exam BM dpt B yg corot2..BI leh pulak dapat A..bajet power la tu?haha.. to E,know ur priority..awk tu anak laki..Ya,i know i've been hard on u..but i'll make it up to u..kamon adik2..make baba n mama proud!


3. zulfadhli ismail

the stranger that found his way to my life..successfully!not to mention my family's life..bama mmg dah berkenan ngan die..adik2 pon dah ngam ngan abg diorg ni..he's been such a good partner..always there to comfort, to share[byk nye amek brg die ;p digicam,jersey allblacks, jacket..haha], to laugh and to cry..one of the reason y i value semesta ;p haha klu x maybe lupe daratan gak kot..lately zul dah berani tyg taring..ecece..he melted my heart when he came to my house last march..we celebrated our anny..he came with a cake..written 'ehem2' see the pic for more info..sweet kan?haha thanks!baba and zul are going along really2 well..me?flatered..







4. wengurl

these girls are gorgeous..closest frens of mine for the past 4years..sha alin noran pina diha apid fira diyana zura..we started up as different clans..semesta vs sttj..became closer after the teluk batik trip..we rented 2 cars, a kancil and a mazda and had a memorable marathon..utp-ipoh-teluk batik-utp..haha..yup2..one hell of a memory..the knot became tighter after the accident..demn!i really hate to bring this up..reaching its fourth year yet i still cant forgive myself for it..just couldnt understand why u girls were still around after the black incident..but i'm sure happy to have u girls as friends..the biggest apology goes to zura..not fogotten shasha,apid and fina..thanks to zura because of the accident, i got my car earlier..my 2nd boyfriend..wkv 1059 ;p~~ now,i maybe a bit 'far' from u girls..i hardly join ur outing to ipoh..i barely share my stories..trust me, i have my reasons..it may seem as if i dont care..but lord knows how much i affected to all of u..i'll be ur friend for benefit..come to me if u need anything,i'll be around..promise..but if were not..in advance,sorry..i may have 'shits' to deal with..yeah..i dont mind being left out..i dont mind if u didnt tell the story to me..i dont mind..but if there's a need..i'm happy to entertain u girls..but dont ask for money..thats my biggest issue right now!haha.. wengurls in short:

shasha-gelak!
alin-bebel
noran-buntut~
pina-tomyam
diha-kepale otak!
apid-dadih
fira-modem?
diyana-daniel?
zura-nakal!



old picture of us..lame dah xde gamab 10org kan?

5. friends

its not fair to exclude my other friends..ramainye!so korang mmg best!the closest non-wengurl?jeng3..klu laki..i'd say arien n emy..klu pompuan..definitely fatin! arien besela..kenal since semesta..but rapat kat utp..mase mude2 dule..hehe emy pon same..cane tah leh rapat xtau la..tp leh masuk la ngan die..fatin,kenal mase TEC 2002..haha syok gile kua ngan minah ni!our trip to kl best gile kan?buat perangai betul..thanks 4 everything..ayen,emy and a-tin?haha fatin la..hmm nak ckp sume name mmg xabes..so sape2 dlm frenlist kat frenster..dak2 semesta yg mengaku aku kwn,dak2 utp yg mengaku aku kwn,dan kwn2 lain dimane berade..haha..

6. partner-in-crime

hehe..hepi 3rd anny!aya..i've spent alot on u..everytime scholar tolak 1000 kat die..adeh~ haha but i'm happy to do so..the pont is to keep u with me..wikev iosg..u may not be the coolest car..but enough to fetch me to bukit beruntung..ride me to sg besi..force me to the LRs..waste my money at ipoh..and on top of all..my most loyal friend..klu ko leh ckp ape la bebel ek? berani la bebel..aku cabut 1 taya kang..haha



with this checklist..i have all the reasons to be happy.. thanks.thanks..thanks..

Thursday, April 27, 2006

.: 10 things i dont care about u :.



i dont care if u dont like me..atleast i like u,

i dont care if u hate me..maybe sumday i'll hate u too,

i dont care if u talk behind my back..as long as i didnt catch u,

i dont care if u say mean things..i'll say them back times two,

i dont care if u think i'm not being truthful..yeah..at times it's so true,

i dont care if u take ur eyes off me..well sumtimes i dont even look at u,

i dont care if u have big cash..to me it's sumthing that wont last,

i dont care if u got great look..cause i think i'm kinda cute,

i dont care if u judge my stand..sorry, who aru u again?

i dont care if u leave and never come back..soon i'll get through it,what the hack!

Monday, April 24, 2006

haish..

waa..byk nye keje nak setelkan..tidaaaaaaaakkkkk!!! SBE,KM,GIS..FYP! Final 4ketul..adeh..huu tekanan!!

sonoknye jd kucing...mkn tdo..xyah wat fyp =(



Sunday, April 23, 2006

1st 2006 post!

hello..wow, it's been almost a year now..gosh,guess i was really busy back then! ;p haha d siap cakap blog ja karat..haish!xpe2,pasni kite update slalu eh =)

so it's 3.25am, and i'm still here..slalu dah tdo kot time ni..but somehow fresh semacam lak..actually i had a 'quiet' day..dak2 ni sume cam ilang..so bosan bakk..although i'm such a loner freak, the truth is i hate when the girls are not around..once, i tried to fill up the day watching fullhouse(korean series) W.I.T.H.O.U.T subtitles..ape die ckp pon ja xtau!haha juz leh bajet cam.."oo diorg gaduh"..."yey,baik dah!"..haha even ape name supporting characters pon xtau..5 episodes straight..can u imagine?so thats how much these girls mean to me =) muah!


haih..i dont like being a final year student..unacceptable workloads! haha actually every semester pon camtu..i guess aura final sem ni lain sket..either i'm not redi to venture into the new challenge ->work or i'm just 'complicating' things that are actually normal..the truth is, i dont know..maybe i'm just being emotional..whatever it is, i just wish it'd stop!final exam is coming up and datelines are my biggest nightmare!so jajaros..keep urself focus..klu xlepas sem ni baba x bg kawen..so better wat btol2 ;p

speaking of nightmare..lately i had weird dreams..its weird but demn funny..haha..last wednesday..ja mimpi pijat menjadi penebar murtabak kat gerai mamak..haha klaka gile..pijat jual murtabak??mmg xmasuk..bile pk2 balik, rupenye ptg tu ade pasar mlm..kire hint la tu..the next day..mimpi mr amzairi (my SBE lecturer) men bola ngan business partner die..dlm mimpi ja perot sir besar gile..haha..terus terjage kot bile mimpi camtu..sedar2 dah kul 10..which was the time for SBE class..nice!so maybe pasni dpt mimpi psl final exam nye questions..haha leh la score ;p

ni pijat..muke ni tebar murtabak??mau kaye mamak tu ;p


haih..pg2 ceni tbe teringat kat org2 umah..i miss my baba! also mama and adik2..most of all i miss my captain =) i'll come home soon..cant wait!

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Love Quotes

Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction. --Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1900 - 1944), French writer and aviator. From Wind, Sand and Stars.


Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away. -- Dorothy Parker (1893 - 1967), U.S. writer and wit.

The trick is to love somebody ... If you love one person, you see everybody else differently. -- James Baldwin (1924 - 1987), U.S. writer and civil-rights activist.


To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. --Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), British philosopher and mathematician. From Marriage and Morals.


I like the third one..true true =) *credit to Kak Ida UIA

Saturday, June 25, 2005

~ he is my dad

He is my dad,
5’10, bad tempered, out spoken, fat!
Funny, understanding, friendly, open minded - YET,
He can be as tame as a cat,
But most of the time, he is just one hell of a spoiled brat!

He is my dad,
And right now, he is really really sad,
Gloomy, tense, depress…all fit you bad,
Come on dad, let those feelings slip through the net,
You know I hate to see you like that,
Hang in there, life will be better…I bet!

He is my dad,
To the almighty I shall beg,
Please Lord, I need my best friend back,
Seeing him sad makes me fret,
Trust not my laughter coz it is just an act,
The truth dad, we are in the same track,
No matter how hard you try to hide, I see the crystal fact!
How I wish I could make things correct,
So that you are free from this serious attack,
And be yourself again, make a pleasant come back.

He is my dad,
His good and bad sides make him a perfect pack,
Nothing could ever replace him not even a million dollar cheque,
Coz he is mine, mine…as simple as that!

Dad if you could hear what I would like to say,
I wish you will be here, long to stay,
I need you more and more each day,
To guide me along the way,
And lead our happy family, hip hip HOOREY!

He is my dad,
Though the sky does not always shine-up bright,
21 years of life has never been a regret!
I am thankful and I will never forget,
That I will always have my best friend, and he is my dad…



i came up with this poetry last night, slipped it into baba's wallet...and here's what i get,
deep down in side ba, i know i have been the best friend you ever had!
[uikss sume rhyme tu...;p]

"TQ 4 the encouraging words. Do not worry. i may be down but not out yet."
-ba nye sms

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

care for a quiz?

give it a try peeps [tiru shah sket!]


you're chandler...when you're around there's never
a quiet moment and no one is safe from your
sarcasm. [am i?? hmm...]


which Friends character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

sistahood

miss u gurlz...especially yg tu..bukan yg tu..haa yg tu la! ;p

tsuMAWI???

akademi fantasia hits back!!this 3rd season witnesses new talents with better singing skills and capabilities..but somehow i do not bother much about AF..why? well the sincerity is doubtful..lack of team spirit, co-operation blablabla..so the ‘value-added’ that I am interested in at the first place is no longer there..haih~ F.A.K.E..i do not admire anyone as much I admired Zahid last time..no no..just enjoy the singing =)


What is it with this guy??
"siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan..
tak menarik hati tiada memikat..."
jum nyanyi!! haha

Monday, June 20, 2005

.: ~A Weekend to Remember~ :.

Had a great time last weekend [yesterday to be specific ;p] !! earlier, I was in a dilemma; to play bowling with fellow trainees or to be with my dearie..gosh,it was a tough decision to make! I do want to spend time with ‘him’ [die milik negare..ssh nak jumpe woo..asek masuk utan je ;p]..but I’ve agreed to join the tournament earlier…Eila [friend from UTM] really going to be disappointed if I were to cancel my participation…arghhhh!!! Bedebak..malam sabtu tu..dua-dua majuk ngan ja…adeila~ since zul cam xnak jumpe.. I’ve decided to proceed with the bowling plan..yeahh!! [sedih gak sbnrnye..]

Blablabla…on Sunday morning,as early as 3am I received an sms from zul..yey!his holiday pass started at 8am..woke up early that morning..got one hell of ‘travelling’ in mind..found my way to sg besi, fetched zul back to sepang..spent 2 3 hours there and ‘remmmed’ back to ampang point for the bowling tournament! Gile rempit la ja time tu.. ;p so, double mission accomplished! The excitement did not stop there…the game was pretty good..considering my last game was back in Augest last year ;p .. I bowled with one thing in mind.. –to have fun- ..and I did =) even more when I was announced as the top scorer for the female category ;p another TI t-shirt added to my collection..nice~ 3games with lots of fun which cost me only rm10..strawberry nice~

Went home quite late lastnight..on my way home, singgah UIA anto kawan..haih~ my car booth was loaded with local fruits; durian, rambutan, dokong + daun pandan[kunun tak nak kasi bau] wakaka..demn gile kuat bau durian kete!! Anyway, I enjoyed my weekend…pasni meh siram perfume kat kete ;p

Friday, June 17, 2005

.: ~Thought of the day~ :.

7months had passed..4weeks remain in count..suddenly, this question came into my mind.. –What have I gained tru out these period??- put it into simple word, the answer would be A LOT!! I’m practically immune to the culture being practiced around me..in fact, I have imposed a culture of my own..as if this company belongs to me ;p if there’s anything such as performance chart, I’ll mark this week as the worst..kids,don’t try this at home..haha well to some people,it might not be a big deal..but ethically, it cant be other than WRONG =D

The demn meaningful gift that happened during my staying here was the time when new trainees [in big numbers] came in somewhere in March..there were once 22 of us! The amazing part was how simple everyone agreed on friendship..we had breakfast and lunch together,all 22 of us..discussed work issues, gossips, shared problems and now, with lesser load [ramai dah kua] we’ve become partners in crime! Hehe ponteng or curik2 keluar has been our favourite pastime lately..considering the tight security control, badge-tag system and all..this is definitely define the word gamble! Wearing a special badge for trainee, we can simply being traced and known by others..if we ever get caught, masak beb!! ;p

Work has never been less stressing…lastweek, I’ve accomplished another JSP task..it took me 2weeks..yey, I did it! But demn, the deadline should be within 2days!.. ;p “2 days dateline means that the program should be simple” that was how my SV responded to my delayed program completion…yeah rite,its simple when u actually finish it! I had a lot of constraints..but I rather kept it too myself..revealing each will only worsen the gap between us which already been ‘great’..at that moment, the only thing that resided in my mind was how my future in IT will be…will I ever survived? My SV has been my loyal heartbreaker all this while..but I took his words positively..in a way he's trying to exposed me on the real work environment..people don’t juz say nice things..people don’t always care how others feel..in fact, few days after that,he called me into his room and actually pujuk me by explaining why this and that..swit kan?maybe he noticed my anger face that followed his harsh words…haha ganas x?selambe je wat muke..after that incident [and the earliers too] I concluded that no matter what, I must get to the manager spot someday..so I can treat people better.. =) juz like how baba used to be..haih his my idol!
Training in TI taught me almost everything I need to know about W.O.R.K..still, there is more to expect..backstabber, sweet talker, 2 faces..to name a few..TI has made me become more independent, totally stand alone[work wise la kan] and makin keras hati.. I’m immune to my surrounding more and more..guess I would like to work here someday..and replace my sv’s position..take over his room..nice view! =)

At the beginning of the remaining one month, I noticed a big change in me, technically… I am able to adapt myself to the thing that I hated the most…this whole training gave me a new perspective on programming stuff..yup yup the only way to discover the limit of possible is to beyond them into impossible…whoever came up with such meaningful thought must be demn successful..impressive!

Friday, June 10, 2005

.: ~ BIRTHDAY ~ :.

HAPPY Birthday to me...hehe..semalam..
nothing extraordinary...everything was like any other day...
thanks to those who remembered..really appreaciate it guys..muah!!
well i'm 21 now..feels like the world is mine!!! hehe leh kawen ni ;p
overall, life has been great..i've been a very gud daughter,girlfriend,friend and PERSON..
atleast i believed so.. ;p
count those in, i just couldnt ask for more..erkk but more money is always welcome..
hehe pockect kering ni oii~

birthday without friends to celebrate with equals to E.M.P.T.Y
with friends, everyday is your birthday...the feeling is very much the same..
happy, exciting, memorable... =)
well to make it more 'memorable' lets celebrate our grand birthday clbr8tn
[combination of noran's, pina's and jaja's] at Cameron ke...
mau tak wengurl???? [haha ja baka~] kidding!!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

.: ~work sucks!!!!~ :.

BUSY...BUSY...BUSY...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

.: ~CONTENDER updates~ :.

We’ve come to the third round of the contender..with 4 contenders left, the next two fights will be much more interesting!! Yey!

Last Monday was the beginning of the Contender’s ‘semifinal’..this week, we got to witness the rematch between Alfonso and Peter..rematch? if u remember, Alfonso and Peter had fought before..it was the first match, 13 weeks back, the match that introduced the show to the world..and the one that successfully grabbed my attention and gathered my interest to consistently follow the show everyweek..that time, Alfonso was representing the West team while Peter was in the East team..Peter was the one with fantastic record, 21-0..while Alfonso, was the underdog..he was the smallest among the other 15 gentlemen..Peter on the other hand, was in good package..good record, perfect body size. .Alfonso’s victory against Peter was a big surprised..who would expect Peter to loose?He was in a great shape!Alfonso proved that he was no joke.. Brilliant underdog I must say ;p

The loss to the underdog was a nightmare to Peter..his confident seemed to be less and less for every tear he cried..poor Peter..he was lucky that he was brought back into the competition due to Jeff’s health issue..to the fact that he made it into the final 4, Peter sure had made the most of his second chance..[go Peter!]..and last Monday, Peter had a better chance to make up his loss as his wish to have a rematch with Alfonso was granted!

Like any other rounds before, the third round offers no-less excitement..but instead of the usual 5-round, it has increased to 7..nice!the rematch between Alfonso and Peter was intriguing..i wont describe in detail here as I liked both them very much..for the first time, I could not make up my mind on who’s to choose ;( both have their own charm..

The fight was balance with each contender countered their opponent’s attack, one after another..Peter fought hard..so did Alfonso..but most of the solid punches were made by Peter..at round-6, it was obvious that Peter would have win..to see the badly swollen face of Alfonso, with all the bruises, was terrifying..but that is the nature of boxing..although Alfonso loss, he should be proud to make it to the final 4..and to me, he is a true fighter..a brilliant underdog..

Well Peter made it to the final..who will be the opponent? Jeng3..all I can say is, it depends on Sergio and Jesse..who I favor? Hehe another tough question..Sergio is splendid in keeping himself away from opponent’s attack..while Jesse, he really can stand punches!!hoh gile tough Jesse ni..keep in mind that he defeated Tony by knockout last time..will he do that again next week.. Tune in AXN, Monday, 9pm ;p

Friday, May 13, 2005

.: ~Friday already??~ :.

HAHAHA todays Friday~ what makes this Friday better from others is that my sv is on leave..hehe since yesterday…know what it mean? P.E.A.C.E ;p yesterday I was demn malas nak wat keje..ayo can u believe it?i just sit infront of my pc staring at the monitor ..doing nothing..how inefficient and ineffective I was..ish3

I slept at 8 last nite..klaka kan?did nothing at the office yet I felt super tired..hehe cane nak masuk amazing race ni??? ;p talking about amazing race..well the season 7 was over.. well done to Uchenna and Joyce..although I favor Rob and Amber [too bad they didn’t win =( ] Uchenna and Joyce’s victory is acceptable..they spirit was as amazing as the race itself..impressive!! they started the final race [after the non-elimination round earlier] with no money in hand..thus,they went to the airport and begged for money..that was the most touching part..due to this,they were once 7hours behind the other two teams..they journey was full with challenges!!one after another..as if there was no luck agrees with them..at one point, they were short of cash to pay for the cab on their way to the final point..the point that awaits the winner…hampeh nye Jamaican!!gile berkire.. ‘Klu baba tu,ba xkesah pon..’ baba responded [ba ni cam hati lembut sket ;p] luckily there were people who were kind enough to help them..so Uchenna and Joyce made it first! One million dollars to spend…super nice!

As for Rob and Amber, they are definitely a good couple..i admire them for that..moreover, they are also a good team!congratulasi…Rob is a kind that I would like to call insan yg baloi wat laki ;p he got brain and knows how to handle situations…Ron on the other hand, is a typical soldier type..[soldier kan?] gile jahat, self-centered!! Cam leh ignore je Kelly..my advice, go and get a new guy girl!! ;p

Ok2..off to café now..its breakfast time~

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

.: ~Contender-minded!~ :.

Life has been stressful lately…last Monday, I was assigned to a new task..until today, the completion of the task is still out of reach…haih~ leks je..i’ll get it done..just need a short break!

Thought of uploading a new post yesterday..but due to this busy-ness , work comes first and the rest is put on hold..the only great thing that happened so far was non-other than my dear CONTENDER ;) ..it was the last fight that will decide the forth person that qualify to join Alfonso, Sergio and Peter in the next round..the final 4! Will it be Jesse or Tony? To tell the truth, I favor Jesse…why?i hate Tony since he made the decision to fight Brent..such a back stabber!! They all agreed on Jiimy earlier..Tony lied and that was so not cool…my vote goes to Jesse!Atleast he kept his words…

I was 30minutes late for the show..luckily the fight didn’t start yet..it is such a lost to miss the fight between the Entertainer [Jesse] and the Determined Father [Tony]…blablabla..the fight began..Tony was totally into the fight…he punched and punched as if there is no tomorrow..haha and Jesse was caught between the punches..he didn’t seem to be able to return Tony’s continuous attack..obviously, the attack was a big advantage for Tony…the attack went on and on..with Tony throwing punches and Jesse keeping himself away from Tony, trying to play safe..the first 3round was a mess! Although most of the time was fulfilled by Tony’s attacks..the fight seemed unorganized as if these contenders had no plan on what they would do…cam bute2 je tumbuk tubi2..haih~ up until the end of the 3rd round, I predicted that Tony will win…but the 4th round was the peak of the fight. This round witnessed Jesse started to respond to Tony’s attack…all these while he has been ‘surviving’ from Tony’s dreadful-but-manageable punches..i solute him for that!he wasn’t affected by those punches..COOL..still standing..Jesse proved his better only with 2 punches..the first one was so hard that brought Tony down..knock down peeps!! Isn’t that cool or what? That was the second knockout I’ve seen throughout the show [after Brent-taken down by Tony] the second punch was the ticket for Jesse to reserve a place in the next round…the judges stopped the fight [during the 4th round] and the winner was of course Jesse..he really needed that knockout to get into the final 4..and I’m glad that he made it!!

The next round will be tougher..Alfonso, Sergio, Peter and Jesse…all of them has their own value that I favor…who will be the CONTENDER at the end..i can not answer that..lets just wait and see…till next week..

Off to work now…

Friday, May 06, 2005

.: ~Mum & Dad~ :.

“Sorry I blew up yesterday. I love u so much and expect a lot from u…”

That was the sms that baba sent to me last nite..we had a fight on our way back from work about 2days ago..since then, I haven’t talk nor look at his face coz I was really I mean really really upset..yes, i’m tough and pretty much care less on what people have to say bout me..but when it comes to the love ones, I’m demn sensitive..period! harsh words, high tones are not acceptable..hehe guess I’m kinda manja..especially with the 2 men of my life~

The sms was touching…and I didn’t expect ba would put down his ego like that..impressive! Without even replying [men tarik tali tu..haha], I continued my tdo2 ayam…then, ma came into the room..and asked me to see baba and apologize.. ma should have known that I wouldn’t do that!..this daughter of her is demn stubborn [cam durhake je kan?ish3] “Malasla ma,ja nak tdo”I replied with my eyes closed, pretending as if I was sleeping…instead of leaving me alone, she went on jomla2 again and again..haish..few moments after that, shockingly, baba came in..and repeated his sorry on and on..but I remained silent, tried to stay in control, in the same position, still with eyes-closed..i didn’t want to burst my tears out in front of them..that moment made me realized how it felt like to be loved again..its not that they hate me or what but since this internship, we always caught in fight…a lot!i thought baba hated me so much..but as I said..somehow I don’t care..coz I’m easily immune to things around me..all it takes is for it to happen once! Gile keras hati…of course, depends on the situation..kinda flexible..i don’t simply act as such..

Parent..they can be very nice yet they can be very cruel at times…but they have reasons for that..sometimes, its difficult to understand why…until we become a parent oneday…one thing for sure, no parent would want to see his/her child undergo hard times in life..they just want the best for us..and I’m thankful that I have such a wonderful parents..and I know I’ve been a good daughter too.. ;p

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

.: ~You..who spoil my day~ :.

To that stupid asshole that spread shit about UTP..u’re not being grateful..such an ignorant for not realizing the nature of such in all uni..how on earth did u get into UTP??? The interviewer has done a terrible inconsiderable mistake! This person should be expelled and thrown elsewhere…BANGANG!!..short-minded don’t belong here…my advice..open ur mind kiddo..think the way u’re suppose to be, intellectual..not some kind of fool..look around..dont close ur mind…see other unis for urself..and u’ll be glad that u’re UTPian..but if u too dump to realize all this..go and get urself killed[like the Iranian earlier]!!!u’re so worthy to yell at..stupid J SAD!!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

.: ~Contender...we've gone mad!!!~ :.

Gud day peeps!yup yup after a long break..hehe been in the elevator where a conversation between 2mexican guys and a Chinese lady took place.. it was a really gud one to begin the day with! “So u work for finance…under Lam is it?”, a specky new Mexican guy in house said. “Yes, under Lam…” answered the lady. “Lam without a B..” Huh!!!Nice~ haha..the two guys did not respond to the Lamb joke. So do I..the lady must surely regretted to bring out the joke at the first place..shame shame~

Last nite, as usual was a Contender nite..the evening was blessed with the cooling heavy rain..[gosh it is hot lately kan?] Unfortunately the gift was a disaster as it interrupted the satellite service provided by astro..as the result, certain channels were not available tru out the nite..including AXN – channel 17…waaaaa!!!! Org nak tgk Contender la…sob sob…haha but it was not the end..thanks to Baba, we discovered another alternative to watch the show..hehe channel 9!! Those with astro at home surely know what this channel is all about [kalau xtau bunuh diri la..] haha..for those who don’t, start ur imagination mode.. ;p and the experience begins..

Channel 9 is like a directory of all channel in astro..its like the main screen with more than one channel going on at a time..channel 9 is a perfect substitute to 20 tvs…instead of viewing 1, u can enjoy 20 at once..hehe..cool huh?since AXN seemed to be ok at channel 9, we took the chance..although the screen was demn little…be it!!thank god the tv was 29inch..if not, I’ll be destroying my eye sight by now..

So last nite’s fight was between Joey and Peter..Peter won..Joey must have been regretted giving Peter the $40k car he that supposed to win during the previous challenge to Peter..ish3..the second round is down to one fight..will Jesse join Sergio, Alfonso and Peter in the final four? Or could it be Anthony? Don’t forget to tune in, next week, Monday 9-10The Contender