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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

.: ~am i cursed??~ :.

haish....aicha!!got the feeling that today will be my lucky-not day..first,i woke up late..second,i forgot to bring my shoe locker key to work..thanks to that,instead of wearing the white rubber shoe,i'm now stuck with this blue-plastic-pointed shoe cover..feels like Aladdin..[only without the lucky lamp..wish i have one..then everything will be back to normal] third,i left my drawer key at home..and on top of all, i just dont feel lucky..huh!

life has been quite a mess lately..why?what else if it is not because of the M factor..M.O.N.E.Y is what makes the world goes round..and people are so much affected by it..its hard living in a money-no-no [what the hell is this?] situation.well,thats what i've been through for the past 3months.. financial has been extremely tight..at the end of the day,no shopping,no movies,no ronggeng excitement for me..kinda stress..but i rather not thinking bout it and just go with the flow!as long as i can smile-till-crampjaw and laugh my joy outloud..i'll survive...thats a promise!tough times will make u a stronger and better person[this is what SEMESTA taught me]..this is the fact of life..its not a bed of roses that u can choose from..come to think bout it,i realize that life is never F.A.I.R..hell no!!there is no such thing as P.E.R.F.E.C.T life..maybe yes for Paris H****n..but just like the Yin n Yang..good things[fortune] are always follow by bad things[obstacle] rite?if not equally balanced,atleast enough to prove that it exists..its what makes life C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E..put it in a JAquation, GOOD(+ve value)+BAD(-ve value) = HAPPY LIFE..let say i'm making good money this month but on the other hand, i have to spare it for iosg installment,the JAquation goes like this: 1 + (-1) = 0 ..hehe this indicates that my level of happiness is ok[unless if it goes negative,please someone..shoot me!] so in the case of Paris H****n,the JAquation goes like this: 50+(-1)=49 [huh!!the only reason i put (-1) there is because she's too skinny =p ..49,demn good for her]..on top of that,life is not a set of number that u can play with..i believe that no one rule that applies to all..except for those from Him..but this is how i picture my life.. although its kinda hideous and dreadful[the M part]..it doesnt stop me from being thankful.. looking at the bright side,i have my family,luving J,great friends..and most of all, i'm not stupid[i'll lead my life accordingly].. what more should i ask for??heh..happy life..just a happy life..=)

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