.: ~its Week15..17weeks to go~ :.

yeay..its already week 15..almost halfway through the training period..17sounds good.pretty much confident that everything will be ok..but the big question is..jeng3..will there be a solid A waiting for me in the end??gosh,its hard to tell..i havent bodek my sv yet..perhaps soon coz i'll be seeing him a lot after this..with the dark-shaded-5foot++ mirror opposite my cubic,his reflection is anywhere within my stereoscopic sight! [tokok bakk] hehe the A thing is beyond my ability to tell..well,work-wise..true:i'm kinda slow-especially when it comes to mental-crushing-complicated-solution is needed...however, its not fair to simply jump to the conclusion such as ;u're not a programmer material...well if i were to be labeled like that,i'll accept it with my sea-wide open heart..its difficult to 'digest' such conception..but critics at time can be the key to your success..yes,maybe i'm not a programmer material..i still have a lot to learn..well,thats the reason why i'm HERE at the first place...whats more important to me is the effort that i put into my work..the willingness to do extra research just to get my works done..the hard times that i went through,debugging those errors..the fact that i ate my hunger out for weeks..dont all these count??well i'm not trying to impress anyone here..all i know is..i'm not perfect..i maybe slow..but i'm here to learn..so guide me..considering the fact that i had zero knowledge bout JSP before..i think i'm doing quite good..i discovered lots of thing by myself before actually being told about them..see?i'll be your best trainee ever..give me a chance,guide me,u'll be suprised!thats a promise.. ;)

so this 15weeks have been kinda emotional..wakaka..well its simple..different people have different view on the same matter..to me,it maybe good..but not to you..so to be able to accept critics positively will definitely prepare u for the R.E.A.L W.O.R.L.D and brings a better person in u..i guess this place is just another SEMESTA to me..huh!i'll take the challenge..bring it on..coz this is what i'm looking for and i'm ready for it..at the end,the effort that counts and true satisfaction will reveal..insyaAllah