Feeling Under the Weather

Rasa penat sangat. Lemah badan. Dalam masa yang sama serabut kenangkan tugas-tugas pejabat yang tertangguh. Oh banyaknya i'Setan yang tambah aura negatif dalam fikiran ni.

Alhamdulillah, terima kiriman gambar di atas dari seorang teman melalui aplikasi whatsapp. Terima kasih Kak Asny. Sedikit sebanyak bawa saya ke alam realiti; kembali rational. Mungkin ambil masa sedikit untuk bertenang.

This is life; one day you are on top, the next day you might be at the bottom.

Sekilas pandang di FB, terbaca status Semanis Kurma. Bait yang yang saya suka; Dalam kesakitan, kesabaran diuji...

Nurhafiza, sabar lah seikhlas hatimu. One step at a time k. In shaa Allah, things will fall into place.

Have a good weekend! :)



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Uji

Keluarga kecil berdepan dengan dugaan kesihatan. Ada yang tanya, masuk hospital LAGI? Wow that is very 'thoughtful' of you. It does not sound positive/encouraging/no-sense-of-empathy to me, at all. Nonetheless, what is the point of arguing. Mungkin penggunaan ayat itu disalah-ertikan oleh saya. Bersangka baik sajalah, itu mungkin cara penulis sampaikan rasa simpati. Hakikatnya, ujian Allah pada hambaNya berbeza. Ini, ujian kami :) Semoga ujian ini membawa lebih rahmat untuk kami sekeluarga, khususnya.

Hati tetap bersyukur. Separuh hari di pejabat. Tiba di hospital, lihat anak-anak tidur lena bawah jagaan ayah. They are too attached to their father; even they only see each other during weekends. 'Sampai bila kita nak duduk jauh macam ni...', said the husband, realising how touched he was with the responds shown by the kids; sungguh membahagiakan. Ibu jadi sebak.

Honestly, I find it difficult to accept long distance marriage nowadays. The kids are growing up and they need as much attention from both parents. Bila ayah ada, dia tak cari ibu. Sikit-sikit minta ayah buatkan. Bijak ambil hati. Alhamdulillah for the nikmat.

The problems are I have difficulty to trust people I just met and I hate driving to KL during weekdays! These lead to: 1) where should I send the kids if we were to move to Nilai? Raudhah just settled down at the school. Changing daycare would be expensive in terms of her emotions. Mind you, my children are defensive and do not accept people easily. If I choose to stick to Taska Raniya, that means I have to bring both kids to KL everyday. Yikes! Reality check, mana ada taska buka before pukul 7 pun kan? Kalau pukul 7 baru nak gerak from Nilai pukul berapa mak nak sampai pejabat? So KL seems to be the best choice. I maybe wrong. Perhaps I need to explore more info about this. 2) In my little experience driving to south bound, the traffic is worse that my route from KL to Bukit Beruntung. Prove to me I was wrong and I shall consider Nilai. And I refuse to drive manual car to KL. Pleaseeeeee.

Dilemma. Comfort zone vs togetherness. Both has it wonders. Both requires great sacrifices. I am clueless. What would your advice be?

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Sick

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Admitted

Dah 22 jam teman Umar di wad. Alhamdulillah, keadaan Umar semakin baik. Ibu pula yang rasa kurang sihat. Runsing kenang kerja di pejabat.

Semoga semua cepat sembuh.


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Breakdown

Motherhood, a complete experience of life as a whole. A combination of all sort of emotions from the most terrible to the sweetest feeling that money can ever buy.

Alhamdulillah for the nikmat. Indeed, being a mother completes me as a person. A matured lady I am today.

So in Spiderman movie they say 'With great power comes great responsibility...' Try motherhood, you'll beat Spiderman instantly. Haha

These few days, my emotion was unstable. Being a working-mom and the leader of the house at the same time, is just require a little bit more patience and energy. Of late, am tired and I feel distracted hearing a child's tears out of nowhere. However, I understand they just wanted more attention from me, or feel like they have to fight with each other when they have only their mom at home during weekdays. And today, I broke down; like a loser... Until I saw the attached picture of RAZ and UFZ in RAZ's photobook.

Subhanallah, I cried. Suddenly the sweet memories of having both of them in my life came into my mind. Then I think, why on earth must I feel down when I have a beautiful daughter and a son with me here today... They are only clingy because I hold a special place in their heart...isn't that true?

P/s: Ya Allah...bukalah mata dan hati kami untuk melihat kebaikan disebalik setiap kesukaran yang menguji. Permudahkanlah urusan kami Ya Allah...
And ayah, you hold a special place in ibu's heart too :) jom pi Habib Jewel? Hahaha





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Teat-hunt!

MAM Silky Teat Spill Free, extra fast flow.

Been looking for this for few weeks now. Apparently Mothercare KLCC ran out of stock. Went to Sogo yesterday to try my luck. Even worse, no MAM products at all.

Today, I went all the way to Mothercare Bangsar Shopping Centre; desperately need to get the kids' teats replaced! Alhamdulillah, they have a lot!

Yeayyyy! I am close to be a stress-free mom. Tonggeng lah botol susu tu anak-anak, tak tumpah~ Hahaha

P/s: serupa takda discount. Tambang teksi pergi balik sama dengan 10% off tu :D



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Countdown: 10 days

Started the day with a heartfelt announcement to my counterparts at KL, Kerteh & Segamat...

Sob sob...

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Life

Truth hurts, really...

Source: Whatsapp contact

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Friday-blue

Assalamualaikum! Salam Jumaat.

Hari ni giliran section kami sebagai organiser tazkirah mingguan. Since ini mungkin tazkirah terakhir saya bersama section ni, secara automatiknya sayalah penyampai tazkirah hari ni :D

Akan merindui budaya kerja di sini :)

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WengurlWed#08

1 March 2013.

Alhamdulillah, another wedding this year. The 8th out of 10 of us. Congratulations to the beautiful bride & groom; Apid & Akram.

I am so glad to make it to her solemnization ceremony. I only managed to attend 2 out of 7 weds so far! But attended all 7 receptions without fail. Yeay!

It was nice seeing all of them that day. How I missed our uni life. How I missed the joy and great companionship.

10 years of friendship. May our bond grow stronger for many many years to come!

Oh, and Fina has safely delivered wengbaby#5! Mommy wishes to see you soon dear Iman Hadif Daniel!

Alhamdulillah...thank God for wonderful friends :)



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Tasbih Kafarah

Sabda Nabi saw:

"Sesiapa yang berada di dalam sesuatu majlis, banyak di dalamnya perkataan-perkataan lagha atau dosa, lalu sebelum bersurai dia membaca: "Subhanakallahumma wa bihamdika asyhadu allaa ilaaha illa anta astaghfiruka wa atuubu ilaik" melainkan Allah akan menghapuskan segala kesalahan yang ada di majlis tersebut" - (Riwayat Bukhari)
 
P/s: Alhamdulillah, diberi peluang berada dalam company yang banyak mengamalkan nilai murni menurut Islam. Rutin di PGB, majlis dimulakan dengan bacaan Al-Fatihah dan ditutup dengan tasbih kafarah dan surah Wal-As. Macam mana agaknya di tempat baru nanti...



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Word-less Wednesday

A mother on EL and a feverish-daughter who reminded her on Solat Dhuha. Sibuk nak pakai telekung pukul 8.30pagi :)
Alhamdulillah.

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Buy.Book

It is Raudhah's 3rd birthday tomorrow! It is just not easy to decide on what gift should we buy for her. Too many toys I the house, some with missing parts. Since keeping the house clean is not a big challenge, I made up my mind; book it is!

Besides books for RAZ, UFZ and ayah also got their portion. I love the three of you so much :)

P/s: 3 wonderful years of motherhood...Alhamdulillah <3

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Tambah, naik

Alhamdulillah, terima berita baik di hujung tahun 2012. Rezeki anak-anak :-)
First month, hadiahkan semua 'increment' pada baba mama. Percaya rezeki yang ada sekarang bertitik-tolak daripada niat nak bantu keluarga. Baba dan mama ibarat tulang belakang, tak putus beri sokongan hingga kini. Alhamdulillah, dikurniakan parents terbaik.

Terima kasih tak terhingga buat suami tersayang, sama-sama hadapi jatuh bangun saya selama berkhidmat. Juga kerana ambil berat dan faham tentang keperluan tugas yang sesekali melangkaui tanggungjawab sebagai isteri dan ibu. I love you.

Anak-anak, semangat utama ibu untuk terus berikan yang terbaik. Mudah-mudahan Ada rezeki untuk kita. In shaa Allah.

Alhamdulillah....

P/s: Bukan nak menunjuk. Hanya berkongsi rasa seronok. walaupun nilainya tidak sebanyak criteria dulu, hati tetap berbunga mekar... Diiktiraf, akhirnya!!

The Organizing Team

6 February 2013.

Picture taken during dinner with the theme of Back to School!

Can you spot Ms Jaja? ;p

Terasa muda dan comel! Haha...

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Blues

It is raining outside, on the first day of work after a long public holiday. And I am missing my other half, so badly. Wish you were here...

The past 3 months was tough without you; running the family together. Oh blues blues blues....

P/s: weekend come quick!

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Cleaning_Job_11.2

Yey, seronok! Dah lama tak dapat kemas lantai (floor bawah je;living hall, tv area, dining area & kitchen) betul-betul. Of late, anak-anak bangun awal. Dulu paling awal pukul 11, sekarang pukul 8-9 paling lambat! Jadi, ibu tak ada privilege nak hadap lantai lama-lama.

Hari ni, hantar anak-anak pi rumah atok nenek dia since pukul 5 petang. Puas hati ibu. Vacuum 3 karpet, sapu dan mop lantai. Legaaaa. Dekat sebulan kot tak mengemas macam ni.

Bahagia :)))

P/s: rasa nak tukar susun atur perabot. Atau tambah seri ruang-ruang kosong. Jom cari ilham!

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Away for Work

Alhamdulillah, 2nd workshop of the year went successful. Just got back from a 3 days 2 nights away day at Swiss Garden Resort & Spa, Kuantan from 5-7 February 2013. Tiring, but a satisfaction. Husband took long leave to join me and the kids for a bored-vacation. Sorry dearests, ibu had to work. Being the organiser is not as fun as being the participants. Tired. Most of the time is devoted to work. I owe the husband so much on this; for the attention and care he had given to the kids while I was 4 floors-down-away from the family, running the show. Alhamdulillah, all went well.

This is my 3rd year organising the event. Bored. From the prep work, to the GM's slides draft and facilitating the group activities. Had to came in to re-arrange the gift exchange list too. The person in charge got them (the gifts) mixed up. Pfttt.

Maybe its time to move on to a new portfolio. I have attended chit chat session with a new company. I know I got the job! The offer letter has not been issued yet. Heard it is going to be effective in April. All the best, Ja!

P/s: rocketman, the group activity facilitated by yours truly. Turned out great! :)

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Now or Never

All of us want to live a happy life. If possible, closed to how we picture a perfect life would be.

Alhamdulillah, my life has been great thus far. Although with heart-felt challenges faced along the way, I am thankful because I believe the difficulties in someways have contributed to what I am today; my values, my personality and my beliefs.

What more do I want in my life? 1) Time for my little family > time spent on the road, traveling to work. 2) Financial freedom.

So I decided to do a little bit extra to achieve this dream. How? Yes, to invlove in business. But what type of business to venture? The thing behind business is how good is your product, and the workable marketing plan. To start big requires high capital; which I do not have the luxury. What more to craft a workable marketing plan. Hence, I chose to learn from Green Leaders Group; a successful, young group of entrepreneurs pioneer in Premium Beautiful online business. And so far, I am impressed.

Do check out my blog for updates & details. You are welcome to be part of us too :)

Website: www.jajaros.com
Email: jajaros96@gmail.com



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Busy-ness

Hi. Been busy lately. School has started its new term early this month. Guess how the traffic is now? Bad. Really really bad. KL is alive-city again at its fullest strength. Pheww. And I, had consistently arrived at work late for the past 2 weeks! Somehow, the guilt gets into me badly. I believe an early start is a good sign of the day! Must improve on my time management, fast.

Business is slow at the moment. I am not being fair to the new venture as my weekdays are occupied with working-mom activities. For a start, I made it to the orientation workshop last Sunday. Amazed; I must say it was nothing like what I imagined, just a lot better. Hopefully this avenue will expose me to more golden opportunities out there. I just would like to explore my potentials and limit. Wish me luck! :)

Oh yes, I am now a Premium Beautiful Authorized Agent! (Not to mention, bridging you to many many more Hai-O products) You can be one of us too. Email to nurhafiza.rosly@gmail.com for details.

P/s: website under construction. Will announce once ready.


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