IBU

Subhanallah...

Ok now, I miss my mama as I strongly think this is true.

I hope, my children would feel the same about this. Ibu loves you so much, kids!

P/s: 3 days to Umar's 1st birthday :)

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Kemalangan gadget

Ini masuk kali keempat. 3 kali sebelum ini laptop ibu berjaya ditumpaskan. 1) beberapa keping keypad tanggal 2) semua keypad tanggal, kosong keyboard! 3)keyboard bermandi susu (+_o) Mujur boleh hidup semula selepas beberapa hari jemur.

Terbaru, screen netbook ayah gelap. Tak pasti memang hardware faulty atau angkara tangan-tangan kecil engineer kesayangan ibu. Haish, lain kali usik ibu punya, jangan ayah, ok. Nanti ayah susah nak buat kerja pejabat dan ibu tak dapat surf internet. Tapi elok juga, takda lah ibu sibuk tengok website yang menggoda jiwa dan ringgit-ringgit di poket. Mak pokai.

Kos baiki sekitar RM400 untuk second hand screen dengan warranty 3 bulan. Kalau yang original, ribuan. Quick fix, pinjam VGA cable di rumah atok nenek, sambung pada TV ruangan atas. Tadaa! Ada baiknya juga, kalau tak, tv tu buat kumpul habuk. Maybe it is about time to install second connection to Astro. Unify, cepatlah luaskan rangkaian ke BB. Jimat sikit!

P/s: Dah tau apa birthday present untuk ayah tahun ni. Walaupon sama dengan 2 tahun lepas. Oh anak...





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Change

Change makes life colourful.
Change may lead to uncertainties.
Change can be costly.
Change may erase-off the meaning of privacy.

To what extend can one tolerate change in life?

*sigh*

I am bored & I changed my mind.

I wonder is it just me or others would also agree.

P/s: ...
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Amazed by nature

P/s: RAZ & UFZ@the real Aquaria

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Aqua-therapy

A tiny version of Aquaria here at our home sweet home. This is an upgraded model of our previous aquarium, bought during my confinement; a gift from ayah to dear Raudhah Amani for being a big sister. Husband just could not stand looking at the bigger aquarium, as he wished to buy more fish! And lobster too! So yeah, he bought this 2 months back. And I am glad he did. Because the binti and bin Zulfadhli just love the view of live-fishes they can get everyday!

The pictures were taken last night. Baby komando was to excited that he made attempts to squash the fish(es) in his hand! Hehe well, I can see where is that coming from ;p oh, and I did not took part in the cleaning-job last night. It was an impromtu call by husband. The water was dirty. I wonder why the quality of the tab water is getting poor nowadays. Not interested to politic-related answer. I just want clean water please.

P/s: Get yourself a pet, it is fun! Indeed I find watching the fishes in the aquarium as calming :)



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Soup for the 'cold'-soul

Whatever that means! So here is breakfast-lunch-&-dinner menu for today. Well, it was white rice+soup for Raudhah and I. But for husband afterwards, it is going to be noodle soup :D

Get your tummy happy, people!

P/s: Gearing up for work tomorrow. More deadlines are coming up. Bring them on bebeh!


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Kek-wa

Hahaha stress, masuk dapur konon nak buat kek. Seriously I am no baker ok. But yeah, sure took the stress out of me. (Although the cake turned out not-good).

Must try again :D

P/s: the adventure of a kitchen-expert-wanna-be-working-mother pftttt

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Half-hearted

Memulakan Oktober 2012 di rumah.

Hmm. Tengok laman tu. Rumput baru separuh jalan siap. Separuh lagi ditawan rumput 'alien'. Apa pun, masih senang hati dengan progres ini. Tapi, sempat ke kita siapkan semuanya, yang?

Separuh hati. Posting order datang lagi. Suami dan kawan-kawan di Markas akan pindah ke kem di PD. Pula, tiada kuarters disediakan untuk keluarga. Maknanya, suami akan cari rumah di luar.

Hampir 5 bulan menginap di rumah sendiri. Seronok, tak dapat nak gambar dengan kata-kata. Setelah hampir 3 tahun duduk berjauhan, peluang tinggal bersama sejak Januari lalu memang sangat bermakna buat saya dan suami. Tambah dengan kehadiran 2 orang anak. Subhanallah. Sedangkan suami duty di kem, satu hari tak balik pon terasa sunyi. Inikan pula kalau kembali ke rutin asal; jumpa hujung minggu. Pendek kata, janji ada depan mata semua jadi ok. Bila tiada, mulalah mencari. Serik untuk kembali berjauhan.

Saya nak ikut. Jujur, jauh di sudut hati saya sebak. Sebak nak tinggalkan rumah kesayangan kami; sebak kenang anak-anak di tempat baru nanti, sebak pisahkan atok nenek dengan cucu-cucu kesayangan mereka. Sangat sebak; atok nenek ini mulutnya tidak pernah lekang menyebut nama Raudhah dan Umar :'-( Ya Allah, pasti bama rindu. Baru cerita sedikit pasal pindah, berubah riak wajah mereka... Sorry bama...it is not easy for me either...

Tapi, saya tak sanggup lihat suami harung hari-harinya seorang diri. Pasti perit merindu anak-anak dan isteri. Saya dan anak-anak rindu dia seorang, dia akan rindu kami bertiga. Itu belum masuk hal-hal di pejabat yang kadang kala menduga minda dan emosi. Kalau ada anak-anak di rumah, boleh juga hiburkan hati ayah.

Ini pengorbanan saya. Saya pilih untuk keluar dari zon selamat. Semoga keputusan ni adalah yang terbaik untuk semua. Semoga Allah beri petunjuk dan permudahkan urusan kami. Mudah-mudahan kesudahan yang baik menanti. Insyaallah...

P/s: Alhamdulillah, suami semakin sembuh. Nanti kita survey tempat baru ok? (Hati berhentilah menangis... It is hard when you have to, it is easy when you want to, kan?)

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Putih

Bunga lagi? Simply because looking at them makes me happy.

Obviously life has been hectic. Work-life is not balanced. I need a break. But then again, more deadlines are coming. Phewww.

Manage, maintain the composure. Back to the Creator, to the nature and to what matter in my life; my loved ones.

Alhamdulillah.

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Kungfu Panda-bu

This panda-eyed-ibu did lots of kungfu-ing during the weekend. Had a packed family-fun-Saturday with the kids and husband; began the day with breakfast at one of the stalls by the roadside, went to visit my BFF and her newborn baby at PCMC and later, to Aquaria. The kids had so much fun :)

Started the day (today) with an aquarium-cleaning lesson by the husband. Hehe I don't think I can remember all but yeah, I will find my way should the fish(es) need 'new-air' later. Then, we took off to Serdang for ayah's treatment. I managed to make a quick visit at Noran and Wafa's crib. RA.UF needed a diaper-change. It is just not safe to handle two kids at the toilet at petrol station, alone. Later, went back to Salak Tinggi for lunch. We only reached home at 5-ish pm. Pheww. Had to send the kids at the grandparents' house to give way to my weekend-routine; the floor job. Haha! At least the floor is clean, and I am a happy mom ;p

My weekend ended with Mee Kungfu from my very own kitchen, for dinner. Invited my parents to come over and join us. Its one of mama's favourite dishes! *proud*

P/s: Hi there, Monday! May all is well at work tomorrow. Insyaallah. Assalamualaikum :)


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Ba-wau-nga-bunga

Salam Jumaat.

Pokok bunga terawal singgah di laman. Masa beli, memang sudah lebat berbunga. Kali ni, kali pertama berbunga sejak tuan tanah ambil alih.

Senyum :) Alhamdulillah.

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Bunga kita :)

Suami ke Sg Buloh awal pagi tadi; kehabisan stok tanah hitam. Mati pula rumput-rumput dalam polibeg kalau proses penanaman ditunda lagi.

Isteri kirim pokok bunga ros. Lama mengidam. Sebelum ni ragu-ragu; boleh hidup ke ros tu nanti. Perhatian utama mestilah pada empunya punggung kecil saiz XXL dan L. Ke sana sini ibu turutkan :D

Kisahnya suami bawa pulang satu pasu ros berisi 2 pokok; 2 warna. Kuning dan merah. Senyum. Awak macam baca fikiran saya. Itu warna kita. Simbolik sejarah kita; Zul dan Fiza, Musytari dan Zuhal. Aduh, senyum sendiri dibuatnya. 6 bulan lagi usia perkenalan 2 insan dari Selangor ini cukup 12 tahun. Suka duka berkasih, berumah-tangga, beranak-pinak; dari berdua sekarang dah berempat :) Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.

Cikgu, kami masih bersama. Mungkin disebalik kata-kata pedas cikgu dulu jadi doa yang baik untuk kami. Terima kasih.

Tumbuh dengan sihat dan berseri ya bunga. Untung-untung boleh disemai dan dibiakkan benihnya. Boleh bagi kawan-kawan rumah Zuhal dan Musytari yang lain? Hehe kidding.

P/s: DUKHMILU ZI? Muah!


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11 month on the 11th

Umar turns 11 month yesterday. Alhamdulillah.

Time flies. Ibu is missing our moments during your early days sayang :)

May you grow healthy and wise, dear baby...

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Pictures To Help You Restore Your Faith In Humanity

A good reflection, to start the day!

 

If you never learn the language of gratitude, you will never be on speaking terms with happiness.     A father and mother kissing their dying little girl goodbye. If you are wondering why all the medic people are bowing: in less than an hour, two small children in the next room are able to live thanks to the little girl's kidney and liver.

 

Trafik

@DUKE-Semarak exit.

Hari ni keluar lambat. Dapat info from parents pagi tadi dalam pukul 5 lebih, ada lori terbalik antara Rawang-Hospital Sg Buloh. Pukul 8, trafik update di Hot.fm sahkan trafik masih sesak.

Keluar rumah pukul 7.30 pagi. Pilih untuk ikut Ulu Yam ke KL. Seronok laluan penuh kehijauan :)

Ok gak keluar lambat macam ni. Boleh juga tengok matahari di BB :)

P/s: hari kedua tanpa FB

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Birthday shout out

Nurhazira Rosly is 20 years old. Today!

The cuties (like ibu) and ibu ayah would like to wish u a happiest birthday! May Allah bless Cuya with happiness, health and great achievements in life. Insyaallah. We love u!

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08.11.12

:) time flies. Our marriage will mark its 4th year in 2 months time. By then, RAZ is 2y9mo while UFZ is 1y1mo.

Alhamdulillah.

P/s: 4 years since she left us. Al-Fatihah. You are dearly missed HJ


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Saturday the 8th

Arrived home from PIL's place at 2pm. Inspired to bake as I read through a blog post by a friend last night. My first attempt; bread pudding. Thank you for sharing Yuni! Dapat bagi sikit to RAUF's babysitter. Husband kata sedap. Tapi chef tak lalu nak makan beriya. Pulak? Padahal menu wajib jamah if lunch di hotel.

Cooked spaghetti for the family. Flattered, baba and mama came over on their way back from Melaka. Seronok dapat jamu parents makanan yang kita masak :) simple menu for my family of 4. Kena ada carrot, umpan for RAZ to ate some. If not makan junk food je -_-'

P/s: Happy Birthday to SIL. Semoga cepat dapat baby. Maklong rindu nak pegang newborn lah.


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Hard-cooking

Simple dish @ 11pm. Sambal berlada ikan bilis and scrambled egg. At least husband can reheat for his breakfast/lunch tomorrow. And wife can work peacefully, not being shadowed by a foe named guilt.

I find myself managing cooking utensil and ingredients more often these couple of days. Yes, I am trying to make everyone happy.

Had a packed day at work. Alas, did not take proper food since morning (4th Sept). Where has my appetite gone? Despite the absence of food, I did not feel hungry until now.

Reached home late. Left the office at 5pm actually but I was too sleepy to drive. Stopped at RNR Rawang and dozed off for almost an hour. Pathetic eh? Rest area/ lay bay along the highway is my second bed. I rather stop for a quick nap than risking myself on the road. By the time I arrived, it was already dark. The kids were picked up by my parents.

And here I am, babysitting the kids. Shouldn't you be sleeping already, young ones?

P/s: took Habatussauda for almost a month now. Alhamdulillah, I don't feel as tiring as before :)



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Satisfaction

Am on emergency leave today. The house has been in a mess for quite a while. My goodness, I almost caught in stress. I think fellow working mothers would get me; how we feel about juggling between managing kids & husband, work, and never-ending-house chores!

So today, I managed to buy some time for simple-brunch, mopping the floor and laundry. Now I can smile again :)

P/s: Missing my young ones. Hope you behave well kids. Ibu loves you both...let's pray for ayah's recovery. Insyaallah.


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Wardah Merah

Hati terubat setiap kali pandangan mata singgah di pagar laman. Indah ciptaanMu. Sedikit sebanyak buat hati ini jadi tenang.

Alhamdulillah. Usaha si buahati sudah nampak hasil, walau daunnya enak dijamah serangga. Alhamdulillah. Daripada tanah kering penuh berbatu, hamparan ini kian subur. Menjadi punca kehidupan untuk flora dan fauna, merantai satu lagi circle of life. Besar nikmat sang Pencipta.

Alhamdulillah. Tumbuhmu kegembiraan si dia. Kegembiraan si dia adalah kebagiaanku.


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Susah hati

Dugaan...Allah tak uji di luar kemampuan hambaNya. Kita dipilih untuk ujian ini.

Bertahanlah. Sekuat makna nama kita. Sungguh kau Zulfadhli (yang mempunyai kelebihaan/keistimewaan) dan aku cahaya yang memelihara-nya (Nurhafiza). Subhanallah.

Hati, tabahlah demi kesejahteraan semua. Ini bukan masa untuk fikir diri sendiri. Biarlah orang kata apa, komen, kritik segala. Kita yang hadapi, bukan mereka. Kata yang menyakitkan, buang jauh-jauh. Kalau tak tau nak cakap apa, membisu lebih baik. Jangan sampai menganiaya.

Sabar, sabar dan teruslah bersabar. Sedang sabar itu ganjarannya syurga.

Semoga kita saling melengkapi dalam senang, susah, gembira, sedih bersama. Kamu aku sayang. Kamu ada aku. Kita ada Allah.

Subhanallah...

P/s: Semoga Allah beri hidayah buat semua, kesudahan yang baik di hujungnya. Sedih...hati kadang merintih...Namun optimis semua akan ok..Insyaallah


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Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidillfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin from us, the greenies!

This is the best raya shot so far :) with kakak and her couldn't care less face, adik eating nenek's choc chip biscuit and ever-ready-smiling ibu ayah on the first raya, at my uncle's place, Shah Alam.

Alhamdulillah. My short raya gateway was exciting! Will post an entry bout it later.

P/s: Quiet office, just what I need to catch my deadlines... *back to work*


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The Quest for a Shoe

One of the lesson that I learned from being a mother for almost 3 years now is about not-compromising comfort. What I wear simply speaks how I feel (comfort); although it appears as sluggish to some others. I don't bother to look grand in order to feel good. In fact I feel great without make-up, Gucci, Jovian Mandagie, 10 karat diamond and a Porsche. Nothing, compare to the satisfaction of chasing a 30 and 10 months old toddler and baby around!

But yeah, I have to admit that once a while you need to spend for a looker. Cruel world. What is seen as nice, deemed as nice. So I adapt, moderately to cater both; others' perceptions and most importantly my values.

Shoes and women are just like sugar and spice. Well, irony-ly, almost everything is a woman's best friend (???). The last shoes I bought was back when I was pregnant with UFZ. Oh yes, it was during raya! Guess what, I still put on the same Scholl flats until now. Being the only shoes in the active mode. Wow. Ni Haji Bakhil pon kalah! Haha. Honestly, I can easily-give up when searching for a shoe. I am fussy. Only because of;
1. Size
I am tall and heavy. Heels make my back hurt. Flats appear boring but often a best-fit.
2. Load
My 10 months old baby loves to be carried by his over-attentive ibu. He is not that light.
3. Design
Non strap (quick-wear), light-weight, proper foot support and yet, stylish.

Most of the time stylish shoes are not meant for comfort. Period.

Today, I made the time to look for new shoe at iSetan in conjunction of hari raya. Took me a while, seriously. Settled down with one from Pedal Works. Light weight, platform/wedge cut for stability, foot support in place and ankle guard for better grip.

P/s: Done with shoes. Need to work on the add-ons for the hijab. Too simple. Time, please be at my side...
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin :)


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I wonder...

P/s: Kadang-kadang rasa sedih, tapi tak boleh nangis

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Road Safety Tips

Today, staff from Group HSE made the effort to distribute the print out to all floor at this tower! Wow. Am sure all employees felt appreciated for the kind-reminder by the employer. At least I do! Thank you! :)

P/s: Going back to your hometown soon? Have a safe journey aite!




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Hulk-y green

Few friends tegur saya nampak lain.

1. Tudung lilit - sebab ni je tudung yang match dengan baju.

2. Hijau. Kata mereka naik seri pakai hijau. Hmm mak anak dua pon ada main naik-naik seri lagi ke? Mungkin sebab kuih seri muka warna hijau? Haha apa-apa je la.

P/s: Hulk-y day indeed. Takpa, ada masa untuk buktikan mereka salah! :)


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Quick-cook

11 Ramadhan.

Alhamdulillah. Menu for breakfasting today; nasi tomato, ayam masak merah, telur mata kero (haha!) and lemonade.

Decided on the menu on my way back from work. Called mama for the quick-cooking-guide. And managed to prepare the dishes in 45 minutes. For a first timer, the nasi tomato deserves a compliment! Despite the absence of few herbs for extra-flavour, the taste is still well accepted by the husband.

Oh I am a happy wife! Alhamdulillah :)

P/s: sorry over sikit. Not everyday I get to cook like this. Took the advantage while the kids were still at the babysitter's place ;p


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Tak masak?

Menu berbuka 7 Ramadhan.
Fettucini in tomato sauce for ayah, beef tomato sauce and cheese (lasagna tanpa pasta version sendiri) for ibu, and sirap bandung soda.
Percubaan kali pertama.

Semua ibu/isteri mahu berikan yang terbaik untuk keluarga, kan? Jujur, saya tidak hebat lagi dalam hal uruskan keluarga kecil; bersama DUA anak. Pula saya bekerja nun di KL, ulang alik 120+ km setiap hari. Fuh. Alhamdulillah, berkat kerja jauh itulah dapat sara keluarga bersama suami tersayang, beri yang terbaik untuk anak-anak, belanja ibu bapa.

Satu benda yang saya jarang dapat buat ialah memasak. Sangat tidak kerap. Kalau ada yang boleh tolong babysit pasti saya lebih rancak ke dapur. Ibu yang seorang ini kalah dengar anak menangis. Huhuuu

Apa-apa pon saya cuba berikan yang terbaik dan baiki agihkan masa demi suami, anak-anak, ibu bapa dan secara tidak langsung, melaksanakan tugas untuk majikan. Ramai punya hak ke atas saya.

P/s: Tak terkilan walau nampak serabut. Yang penting saya tau saya cuba dan terus usaha :) Alhamdulillah atas nikmat dariNya.



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Tazkirah bersama MD/CEO

Alhamdulillah. Pagi Jumaat ini dimulakan dengan tazkirah dan solat hajat bersama MD/CEO. MD/CEO sendiri sampaikan tazkirah dan menjadi iman jemaah solat hajat. Semoga pekerja dan syarikat terus mendapat rahmat dariNya tambah lagi dalam bulan yang mulia ini. Insyaallah.

MD/CEO mengigatkan semua tentang 'Journey to the Future'. Bukan hal-hal duniawi, tetapi 'future' ke arah alam yang abadi. Peringatan tentang tujuan kita semua di sini, dan apa yang patut kita lakukan. Sungguh memuhasabah diri.

Dua perkara yang saya suka nak ingatkan diri;

1. Diriwayatkan bahawa bulan Ramadhan sungguh besar nikmatnya. Bulan Ramadhan juga ialah bulan kesabaran, sedang sabar itu ganjarannya adalah syurga.

Subhanallah. Hati, bersabarlah ya.

2. Pengiraan zakat fitrah sebenar ialah 2.3kg beras seorang. Tetapi di Malaysia zakat fitrah diberi dalam bentuk wang antara sebabnya adalah kerana faktor logistik. Umumnya jumlah zakat ditetapkan berdasarkan harga beras yang biasa digunakan oleh orang kebanyakan. Realiti, ramai di antara kita yang bernasib baik, mampu makan beras yang baik kualitinya seperti cap Taj Mahal, basmathi dan sebagainya. Maka sepatutnya jumlah zakat yang dituntut ke atasnya adalah harga 2.3kg beras cap mahal tersebut, bukan lah RM7 seperti resit pembayaran. Pesan En Sam (sebut macam 'Sam this is my card~'), kalau kita makan beras mahal, bayar je RM14 untuk seorang. Biar lebih jumlahnya, sebagai sedekah. Kalau Amil tidak terima, gaduhlah kat situ, seloroh En Sam ;p

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah...Semoga diperkenankan doa, dipermudahkan urusan dan baik kesudahan semuanya. Insyaallah.


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Refund

Received a refund of credit from Maxis yesterday. No doubt that it has long overdue, but for them to actually acknowledged the over-payment of our very last bill back in September 2011 and sent me the cheque are something good to highlight.

We were happy with the coverage offered. However the service charge was too expensive compared to what we enjoy now, with Celcom. Nonetheless, Maxis made excitement possible in our long-distance-marriage. Thank you.

P/s: Celcom coverage is 'shaky' of late. Punyalah customer sorang ni dok gebang awak bagus. Testing my patience! Nasib baik puasa :D



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Tungsten Silver

25 July 2012, 4.30pm.

After 17 days, she finally arrived.

Alhamdulillah :)

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Pre-budget presentation

Life has been hectic to prepare the material for presentation today. Alhamdulillah, all went well. A colleague, senior of 2 years congratulate me for a job well done, she said. I was the lowest executive by rank and definitely the lowest paid in the meeting room. MD/CEO and other Management Committee members were there. Excited and nervous, I was.

Thank you for the opportunity to be part of the audience. I am a fan of the MD/CEO. The most humble man of such position. The audience will definitely wants to hear more from me. Insyaallah, see you in September, bosses!

P/s: Perasaan selepas present paper to the top managers adalah seperti mendapat jambangan bunga! Haha syukur.


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Green-affair

Imagine all these plants occupying the back seat of a Satria. Wow? Haha.

Despite natural gas cylinder conquering the space in the bonnet, the back seat managed to fit all these. There were 30 bags of rumput mutiara, 1 poly bag of hibiscus, and 25 poly bags of other plants which I am not sure of the names. Haha. Also some organic fertilizer.

Phewww :)

P/s: A good 'life cycle' is now exist in the garden. Previously,even a bird did not have interest to step on the ground. Not anymore. Birds, frogs and snails are around. Showing that there is food for them and that nutritious soil for the grass. Credit to the hard-working husband!



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Percubaan ketiga

Semoga ikan-ikan ini hidup lama. Dua batch sebelum ni mungkin takda jodoh dengan akuarium ayah.

P/s: Salam 1 Ramadhan...


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A Beginning & An End

I fell in love with gardening again. It has been a while since my last encounter with soil and plant. 3 years at least; from the first pregnancy. I was not a hard core gardener but love to get involved in family activities. Gardening is my parents' passion. So this eldest child join them, ever-willingly.

I have stopped expressing breast milk at work. It was a difficult decision but at a perfect timing. Work is piling up. I have not been using the mothers room for a month now, only expressing in the car on the way home. Last week, I did not bring my breast pump bag to work anymore. However, I still direct feed my son at home. The challenge now is Umar bites! I am not ready to give up on breast feeding my baby though. The bonding is too precious.

P/s: 19 July, it has been 2 months since we moved into our home sweet home :)

P/s 2: Salam Ramadhan Kareem to all.

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Taman Cita-cita

Ibu loves you more Raudhah Amani! Muahs! :D

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Tolerate

I don't even know what is underneath your cloth, what more in your mind and heart!

Why is it so difficult to consider? Is it me or it is purely you???

P/s: Hectic weekend with family. And so much more await at work, beginning tomorrow. Bring it on, I am no loser!

P/s 2: Constant lack of sleep..zZzZzzz


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H.I.W

Health is wealth. What do you think? If one is not healthy than he/she is definitely not the richest person in the world. Health is precious. And health is expensive nowadays. Friends, please take great care of yourself and your loved ones.

P/s: The fruit basket made the recipient happy :) Get well soon!


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9-wonderful-months

Alhamdulillah, Umar Faruqi turns 9 months today. Pheww, time flies huh? It feels like I just met you yesterday, dear Umar. You are growing up fast, too fast for ibu to catch up. Sometimes I wish I had more time to spend with you and kakak. I still remember the intense-moment in the labour room. Painful at the beginning but delivery was smooth, easier than I ever imagined. Subhanallah.

My prayers for you to grow healthy, wise and most important, happy. Your smile speaks the happiness and love you get. May Allah bless you always, dear baby.

Birth moment captured here:
http://www.jajaros.blogspot.com/2011/10/birth-story.html

P/s: May allah bless RAZ and ZI too. Insyaallah...


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Tazkirah@work - June

Badan penat sikit 2 3 hari ni. Bila kita banyak berfikir, banyak juga tenaga yang diguna. Tak percaya? Betul. Study selama 2 jam untuk exam adalah lebih memenatkan daripada 45 minit bermain bola jaring. Cubalah kalau masih tak percaya.

Pagi ni semasa sarapan bosses inform ada sesi tazkirah bulanan bermula jam 9 pagi. Saya ambil peluang 'ubat' hati lara dengan hadiri sesi tersebut. Mudah-mudahan dapat kembalikan semangat supermom.

A: "Jaja ni tak semangat je macam ada problem. Selalu ceria tak macam ni"
B: "Saya pon ada masalah, tapi relaks je"
Seorang Jaja senyum je dengar jawapan B. Fikir saya, masalah awak, dengan masalah saya sama ke nak buat direct comparison macam tu? Takpalah, yang cakap tu orang tua. Sengih je la labu eh ibuuuu :)

Tazkirah ustaz hari ini sangat indah pengisiannya. Sambil mendengar, jari tekun ambil nota elektronik untuk rujukan sendiri. Saya kongsi juga dengan anda sebagai 'refreshment' bersama.

Topik: Kelebihan bulan Sya'aban dan Ramadhan

Kelebihan Sya'aban

1. Doa dimustajabkan melainkan doa tiga golongan iaitu orang yang syirik, org yang berzina dan orang yang suka bermusuhan.
2. Bulan diampunkan dosa.
3. Bulan dinaikkan ganjaran puasa selepas bulan Ramadhan dan Rejab.
4. Bulan digalakkan agar banyak beristighfar dan berzikir serta bersedekah.

Kelebihan Ramadhan

1. Pintu-pintu syurga dibuka manakala pintu-pintu neraka ditutup.
2. Jin dan syaitan akan yg dibelenggu
Menurut Imam Shafie, hanya jin dan syaitan yg bengis sahaja dibelenggu manakala yg lain masih bebas.
3. Diampunkan serta dibersihkan (disucikan) dari dosa dengan syarat amalan dilakukan dengan iman dan ikhlas.
4. Kelebihan Lailatul Qadr yang ganjaran pahalanya lebih baik dari 83 tahun.
5. Diafiatkan daripada sakit bagi mereka yang mengamalkan bacaan 7 fatihah. (Malam 1 Ramadhan, selepas maghrib. Sebelum solat terawikh pertama)

Sabda rasullullah.

Diberi kpd umatku lima perkara yg belum diberikan kepada umat2 sebelumnya iaitu:

A. Bau mulut orang yang berpuasa lebih harum dari kasturi.
B. Segala perbelanjaan dan derita lapar selama sebulan adalah syurga balasannya.
C. Diampunkan dosa mereka pada Lailatul Qadr.
D. Amalan digandakan kepada 10 hingga 700 kali ganda.
E. Dikurniakan dua keseronokan iaitu ketika berbuka dan ketika temui Tuhan.

Bersama-samalah mencari kelebihan syaaban dan ramadhan.

P/s: Alhamdulillah, hati dibuka untuk ke tazkirah tadi. Barangkali petunjuk buat saya yang tercari-cari. Subhanallah...

P/s2: Kalau nak share pengisian ni, copy CONTENT yang mana perlu saja ye (kalauuuu, tak kalau takpa). Jangan share blog ni di FB ke Twitter ke. Terima kasih :)
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Outing

Brought the kids for an outing at AEON Kepong. Why Kepong? Pelik kan. No doubt, AEON Rawang is much better. It so happened that husband made appointment for a test drive at one of the show rooms at Kepong. Maka aktiviti susulan pon kat Kepong jawabnya. Seronok anak-anak ayah bawa berjalan :) Thanks ayah! Semoga lancar urusan kali ni. Give up tunggu Ms Ex0ra Bold.

Picture- Late Lunch@The Chicken Rice Shop
H: You memang supermom
W: Kenapa?
H: Tengah makan pon kiri kanan anak
W: The love of my life :)

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Puzzle-d?

Taklah. Kepada Allah aku berserah. Insyaallah, semua akan baik.

P/s: berat turun 3kg dalam masa 3 hari...

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Berat

Baby ibu...always be my baby :)

Banyak dugaan kita tahun ni, kakak... Ibu sedih mengenang kata-kata doktor semalam. Ibu masih mengharap semua itu tidak betul. Ibu tak sanggup tengok kakak sakit... Ibu sayang kakak, sangat sangat,

Sebak. Anak kecil ini sungguh tabah mengharungi hari-harinya. Semoga kakak sentiasa dibawah lindunganNya.

Ya Allah, ampuni segala dosaku. Aku mohon pertolonganmu... Ujian ini hebat untukku. Andai ada amalan baikkku, aku mohon diberikan pada dia. Kau selamatkan dan sejahterakanlah anakku Raudhah Amani. Sembuhkanlah penyakit, permudahkanlah urusannya. Sembuhkan dia Ya Allah, sembuhkan dia...kurniakan dia kesihatan yang baik. Jauhkanlah dia dari penyakit yang merbahaya. Pinjamkan kekuatanmu pada kami Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...Ya Allah

Hati menangis lagi.

Doakan kesihatan anak saya, ya?



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Semangat

Datang dan pergi; macam angin. Bila ada, diri jadi optimis. Segalanya boleh. Bila tak ada, diri jadi lemah. Separuh hati dalam urusan harian, resah. Seolah kehilangan sesuatu.

Akur dengan keadaan. Ikut rentak. Sesekali terdetik untuk berhenti berharap. Tapi Islam tak anjur kita berputus asa. Allah ada, Allah ada...pasti ada hikmah.

Apa yang utama? Bukan diri sendiri, ada yang lebih penting. Sabarlah hati, bersabar...


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Disney's craze

Ever wished for Disney's cartoon character presence on your Tupperware products? Wait no longer. Tupperware today launched its Disney's promotion range; available in canister and tumbler. Cute; design, wise and cost (ouch) wise.

Available now until end of July. Contact your nearest Tupperware dealer for more info :D

P/s: Happy co-babysitter, happy Disney-lover-daughter, RM-broke-mom. Phewww


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7/12

Memulakan bulan Julai dengan pokok bunga baru :)

Kerja-kerja budget bakal bermula. Mudah-mudahan semuanya baik, dan indah bak bebunga ini. Amin.


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